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一次新疆考察,让我看清中共的谎言

作者:胡德旺

编辑:韩瑞媛 责任编辑:罗志飞 翻译:Tomorrow

作者记述2020年赴新疆和田考察的亲身经历。通过沿途的装甲车、岗哨及与官员的对话,揭示了所谓“产业园”如同监狱,维族工人疑似被强制劳动。文章旨在以第一手见闻戳破中共关于新疆“稳定繁荣”的谎言,证实外媒报道非虚。

2020年3月,应朋友之邀,我陪同他前往新疆考察商业投资。这次实地之行,让我彻底认清了中共宣传的虚伪,也证实了外媒关于新疆的报道并非空穴来风。我要用自己的亲身经历,揭开中共一个被精心掩盖的谎言。

初抵和田:和平表象下的肃杀之气

2020年3月26日,我们抵达和田机场。刚走出航站楼,我就被眼前的景象震惊了:机场广场上停着武警的装甲车,上面荷枪实弹的武警全副武装。这不是我在内地熟悉的场景,和平时期的机场,何以需要如此戒备?

我们下飞机后,被专门人员直接接走,无法自由接触任何人。先到医院抽血化验,再送至宾馆隔离两天。等到第三天,才被允许进入所谓的“鞋业产业园区”进行考察。

“产业园”之路:战区般的戒备

从宾馆出发,路途虽不远,但一路上岗哨密布,堪称“三步一小岗,十步一大岗”。有的荷枪实弹,有的手持警棍;每隔一段路,车辆还要被拦下检查,警犬围车搜嗅。这种戒备,分明是战时状态,而非一个“社会稳定”的地区。

高墙铁网:名为园区,实为监狱

到了所谓的产业园区,我第一眼看到的不是繁荣,而是高耸的围墙,上面密布铁丝网与监控摄像头。这更像一座监狱,而非一个普通工厂。进入车间,我看到许多维吾尔族员工正在流水线上工作。我想用手机拍下这真实场景,却立刻被朋友制止。他警告说:园区内布满监控,拍摄会带来严重麻烦。我只能忍痛删除那段影像。

官员的“真心话”:揭开强制劳动的面纱

在考察过程中,我们与当地官员有过一段对话:

工人来源? 官员称,这些人大多是“无业者、单身男性或有不安定倾向的人”,被集中到园区劳动。

是否有工资? 他回答:“有,但很低。头一个月500元,第二个月600元,熟练的也许能拿到一两千。”——这一数字仅为江浙工人工资的十分之一。

若工人不服从? 官员冷笑着说:“不用担心,他们怕汉人。捣乱的会被收拾,再不行,旁边就是监狱,直接送进去。” 后来我们确实在园区外看到了那座监狱。

能否自由外出? 官员答:“不可以。园区有宿舍、食堂,他们平时不能随意外出。” 望着铁丝网和关卡,答案不言自明。

当问及为何要在新疆发展劳动密集型产业时,官员给出了三点理由:反恐需要,把“不安定人员”集中管理;响应习近平的“脱贫”指标;以及集中管理比分散监控更省钱。

结语:谁才是谎言的制造者

这次新疆之行让我彻底认清:外媒关于“集中营”和强制劳动的报道,并非虚构;而中共媒体所宣传的“社会稳定、经济发展、民族和谐”,才是彻头彻尾的谎言。

亲眼所见的装甲车、岗哨、铁丝网与监狱,不是繁荣的象征,而是恐惧与压制的写照。亲耳听到的官员回答,更让我确信:那些维吾尔族工人,并非自由的劳动者,而是被强制集中管理的人。

中共习惯指责外媒“造谣抹黑”,但实际上,它才是最大的谎言制造者。真相无法被铁丝网与宣传口号所掩盖,只要更多人敢于揭露、敢于发声,世界才会看到真实的新疆。

一次新疆考察,让我看清中共的谎言

(图为机场广场前的装甲车和武警)

(图为围墙带铁丝网的鞋业园区)

A visit to Xinjiang made me see through the lies of the Communist Party of China.

Author: Hu Dewang

Editor: Han Ruiyuan Responsible Editor: Luo Zhifei Translation: Tomorrow

The author recounts her personal experience during a 2020 visit to Hotan, Xinjiang. Through encounters with armored vehicles, checkpoints, and conversations with officials along the way, she reveals that the so-called “industrial park” resembles a prison, with Uyghur workers suspected of being subjected to forced labor. The article aims to expose the CCP’s lies about Xinjiang’s “stability and prosperity” through firsthand observation and to verify the authenticity of foreign media reports.

In March 2020, at the invitation of a friend, I accompanied him on a business investment trip to Xinjiang. This field trip thoroughly exposed the hypocrisy of CCP propaganda and confirmed the validity of foreign media reports about Xinjiang. I will use my personal experience to expose a carefully concealed CCP lie.

Arriving in Hotan: A solemn atmosphere beneath the surface of peace

On March 26, 2020, we arrived at Hotan Airport. As soon as we exited the terminal, I was shocked by the sight: armed police armored vehicles parked in the airport plaza, armed officers fully armed with live ammunition. This wasn’t a scene I was familiar with in mainland China. Why was the airport so heavily guarded during peacetime?

After we disembarked, we were met by specialized personnel and were not allowed to interact with anyone. We first went to the hospital for blood tests and then were quarantined in a hotel for two days. It wasn’t until the third day that we were allowed to enter the so-called “shoe industry park” for an inspection.

The Road to an “Industrial Park”: War-Zone-Like Alertness

The journey from the hotel wasn’t far, but the road was densely packed with guards, like “a small post every three steps, a large one every ten steps.” Some were armed with guns, others with batons. Every so often, vehicles were stopped and inspected, with police dogs surrounding and sniffing them. This level of security clearly betrayed a wartime state, not a “socially stable” region.

High walls and iron fences: called a park, but actually a prison

Arriving at the so-called industrial park, my first sight wasn’t prosperity, but towering walls clad in barbed wire and surveillance cameras. It felt more like a prison than a typical factory. Entering the workshop, I saw many Uyghur employees working on the assembly line. I tried to film this scene with my phone, but my friend immediately stopped me. He warned me that the park was saturated with surveillance cameras and that filming would lead to serious trouble. I reluctantly deleted the video.

Officials’ “True Words”: Unveiling Forced Labor

During our visit, we had a conversation with local officials:

Where do the workers come from? Officials explained that they are mostly “unemployed, single men, or those with unstable tendencies” who have been brought together to work in the industrial park.

Is there a salary? He replied: “Yes, but it’s very low. 500 yuan in the first month, 600 yuan in the second month, and skilled workers might get 1,000 or 2,000 yuan.” – This figure is only one-tenth of the wages of workers in Jiangsu and Zhejiang.

What if the workers disobeyed? The official sneered, “Don’t worry, they’re afraid of the Han Chinese. Those who cause trouble will be punished. If things get worse, there’s a prison right next door, and they’ll be sent straight to the prison.” Later, we did see the prison outside the industrial park.

Could they leave the park freely? The official replied, “No. The industrial park has dormitories and a cafeteria, so they can’t leave at will.” Gazing at the barbed wire and checkpoints, the answer was self-evident.

When asked why they wanted to develop labor-intensive industries in Xinjiang, officials gave three reasons: counter-terrorism needs, centralized management of “unstable individuals”; responding to Xi Jinping’s “poverty alleviation” targets; and centralized management is more cost-effective than decentralized surveillance.

Conclusion: Who is the maker of lies?

This trip to Xinjiang made me realize clearly that the foreign media reports on “concentration camps” and forced labor are not fictional; and the “social stability, economic development, and ethnic harmony” promoted by the Chinese Communist Party media are outright lies.

The armored vehicles, guard posts, barbed wire, and prisons I witnessed were not symbols of prosperity, but rather images of fear and repression. The officials’ responses I heard firsthand further convinced me that the Uighur workers were not free laborers but subjects of forced centralized management.

The Chinese Communist Party (CCP) is accustomed to accusing foreign media of fabricating rumors and slander, but in reality, it is the biggest fabricator of lies. The truth cannot be hidden behind barbed wire and propaganda slogans. Only when more people dare to expose and speak out can the world see the true Xinjiang.

一次新疆考察,让我看清中共的谎言

(The picture shows armored vehicles and armed police in front of theairport square)

(The picture shows the shoe industry park with barbed wire fence)

海内外声援民主党   山东筹委会成立

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作者:袁崛  (中国民主党党史法规部长)

编辑:朱虞夫   责任编辑:罗志飞   翻译:何兴强 校对:冯仍

继中国民主党浙江筹备委员会于一九九八年六月二十五日申请注册后,六月三十日朱虞夫单独上街散发《中国民主党成立宣言》被抓,香港“中国人权民运信息中心”卢四清发了新闻稿,但是没有引起太大反响,朱虞夫在杭州凯旋派出所“留置”二天后释放。中共于七月九日陆续开始了对浙江民主党人的大抓捕,这次大抓捕激起了海内外媒体的极大反响。联合国人权委员会玛丽·罗宾逊女士的关注,迫使中共释放了被捕人士。中共的强力镇压并没有让中国的民主人士屈服,反而激发了他们的斗志,开展了一系列的声援、救援。山东筹委会的申请成立更将这场民主党人对自由民主的执著追求推向更高的一个层次。

海内外声援民主党   山东筹委会成立

部分浙江民主党成员:前排王荣清、吕耿松、胡远明,中排邹巍、胡臣、陈开频、戚惠民,后排陈树庆、吴义龙、毛庆祥、来金彪

中国律师“中国民主党事件”法律后援会成立

法律后援会提出五点声明,包括“为维护宪法、法律的尊严,使公民政治自由不受侵犯,律师部分代表自发组成‘法律后援’,义务为浙江王有才、王东海等人辩护,执行律师职务。王有才、王东海等人申请组建“中国民主党”的行为,是依据宪法并履行法定程序的合法行为,也是法律不禁止的行为。要求立即释放王有才等涉及建党案的所有人员”。

中国律师界浙江建党案法律后援会   起草人:王文江  

联署人:周国强,张鉴康 王文江

后援会联络人:徐文立 (010-63517814 北京)

 

「中国民主党海外後援会」成立

海内外民运联手声援中国民主党组党运动,希望借此冲破党禁、加速中国民主进程。总部设在纽约的中国民主正义党表示,该党结合了十八个海外民运团体共同成立「中国民主党海外後援会」,和中国异议人士共同冲破党禁、致力中国民主运动。「中国民主党」海外发言人徐水良表示,成立後援会获得各民运团体的热烈回应,主要是希望藉由後援会的成立,将海内外民运人士团结起来,所达成的三点共识分别是:一、成立中国民主党海外後援会;二、 後援会以现有各民运组织为基础,欢迎各界人士和组织参加;三、後援会是临时性的组合形式,由各组织委派联络人及若干个人组成磋商小组来协调各种後援工作。参与「中国民主党海外後援会」的团体, 包括民联阵、中国民主党(王若望先生)、中国民主正义党、中国民主团结联盟、中国战略研究所、中国之春、北京之春等机构和组织。海外后援会得到了国内中国民主党人的授权,一九九八年七月中国民主党浙江筹委会祝正明等给海外签发了授权信。

王炳章、王希哲等人出席中国民主党海外工作会议,声援国内组党运动

「中国民主党山东筹委会」成立   国内组党第二波

设在香港的中国人权民运信息中心透露,在联合国人权专员罗宾逊到大陆访问前夕,山东省三名异见人士谢万军、刘连军及姜福祯九月五日宣布组建「中国民主党山东筹委会」,并将申请书及建党宣言等文件,邮寄给北京的大陆民政部及山东省民政厅。

申请人: 谢万军 刘连军 姜福祯 一九九八年九月六日

电话:0538-2820226 电话:0536-8270510 电话:0532-3844255

 

中国民主党浙江筹委会给中国民主党山东筹委会发送贺电

谢万军、刘连军、姜福祯先生及中国民主党山东筹委会全体同志:

欣闻中国民主党山东筹备委员会成立,我们感到极大的鼓舞和兴奋。 开放党禁是一切民主之本,一切自由和人权之本,中国人民已经为之不屈不挠地奋斗了一个世纪。……我们愿和你们建立良好的伙伴关系,互通信息,互相声援。我们密切地关注着你们的每一个行动,愿意尽一切力量来支持你们。 紧握你们的手!

中国民主党浙江筹委会全体同志 于杭州

1998 年9月6日(朱虞夫签发)

从左至右:李锡安、姚遵宪、王有才、邓焕武、毛庆祥、傅升、凌小平、王荣清、朱虞夫


Support for the China Democracy Party at Home and Abroad – Establishment of the Shandong Preparatory Committee

Author: Jue Yuan (Minister of Party History and Regulations, China Democracy Party)

Editor: Yufu Zhu   Chief Editor: Zhifei Luo

After the China Democracy Party Zhejiang Preparatory Committee applied for registration on June 25, 1998, on June 30 Zhu Yufu went out alone to distribute the Declaration on the Founding of the China Democracy Party and was arrested. Lu Siqing of the Hong Kong–based “Information Center for Human Rights and Democracy in China” issued a press release, but it did not initially attract much attention. Zhu Yufu was “detained” for two days at the Kaixuan Police Station in Hangzhou before being released.

On July 9, the CCP began a large-scale crackdown on Zhejiang democracy activists. This wave of arrests triggered strong reactions from overseas media. The attention of Mary Robinson, then UN High Commissioner for Human Rights, forced the CCP to release those arrested. The regime’s heavy-handed repression did not break the will of China’s democrats; instead, it inspired greater resolve, leading to a series of support and rescue efforts. The application to establish the Shandong Preparatory Committee further elevated the determination of China Democracy Party members in their pursuit of freedom and democracy.

海内外声援民主党   山东筹委会成立

Some members of the Zhejiang Democracy Party:

Front row: Wang Rongqing, Lü Gengsong, Hu Yuanming

Middle row: Zou Wei, Hu Chen, Chen Kaiping, Qi Huimin

Back row: Chen Shuqing, Wu Yilong, Mao Qingxiang, Lai Jinbiao

Establishment of the Legal Aid Association for the “China Democracy Party Case”

The Legal Aid Association issued a five-point statement, including:

To uphold the dignity of the Constitution and the law, and to ensure that citizens’ political freedoms are not infringed, some lawyers voluntarily formed the “Legal Aid Association” to provide free defense for Wang Youcai, Wang Donghai, and others.

They declared that the actions of Wang Youcai, Wang Donghai, and others in applying to establish the “China Democracy Party” were conducted in accordance with the Constitution and legal procedures. These actions were lawful and not prohibited by law.

They demanded the immediate release of all those involved in the party-formation case.

Drafted by: Wang Wenjiang

Co-signers: Zhou Guoqiang, Zhang Jiankang, Wang Wenjiang

Contact person for the Legal Aid Association: Xu Wenli (Beijing, Tel: 010-63517814)

Establishment of the “China Democracy Party Overseas Support Association”

Human rights and pro-democracy activists at home and abroad joined forces to support the China Democracy Party’s founding movement, hoping to break through the CCP’s party ban and accelerate China’s democratic process.

The New York–based “China Democracy and Justice Party” announced that it had joined with 18 overseas pro-democracy groups to form the China Democracy Party Overseas Support Association, working together with domestic dissidents to challenge the ban and advance the democratic movement.

Xu Shui-liang, overseas spokesperson of the China Democracy Party, said the establishment of the Support Association received warm responses from various pro-democracy organizations. The association was formed around three points of consensus:

To establish the China Democracy Party Overseas Support Association.

The Support Association would be based on existing democracy organizations but open to individuals and groups from all sectors.

The Support Association would be a temporary coalition, with each organization appointing liaison officers and individuals to form a consultative group to coordinate support activities.

Groups participating in the Overseas Support Association included:

The Alliance for Democracy in China (Minlian Zhen)

China Democracy Party (Wang Ruowang)

China Democracy and Justice Party

China Democratic Solidarity Alliance

China Strategic Research Institute

China Spring

Beijing Spring

The Overseas Support Association was authorized by domestic members of the China Democracy Party. In July 1998, Zhu Zhengming and others of the Zhejiang Preparatory Committee issued an authorization letter to overseas supporters.

Photo: Wang Bingzhang, Wang Xizhe, and others attending a China Democracy Party overseas working meeting, supporting the domestic party-formation movement.

Establishment of the “China Democracy Party Shandong Preparatory Committee” – Second Wave of Domestic Party-Building

The Hong Kong–based Information Center for Human Rights and Democracy reported that, on the eve of UN High Commissioner Mary Robinson’s visit to mainland China, three Shandong dissidents—Xie Wanjun, Liu Lianjun, and Jiang Fuzhen—announced on September 5, 1998, the formation of the “China Democracy Party Shandong Preparatory Committee.” They mailed their application documents and founding declaration to the Ministry of Civil Affairs in Beijing and to the Shandong Provincial Civil Affairs Department.

Applicants:

Xie Wanjun

Liu Lianjun

Jiang FuzhenDate: September 6, 1998Contact numbers: 0538-2820226, 0536-8270510, 0532-3844255

Congratulatory Telegram from the Zhejiang Preparatory Committee to the Shandong Preparatory Committee

“To Mr. Xie Wanjun, Mr. Liu Lianjun, Mr. Jiang Fuzhen, and all comrades of the China Democracy Party Shandong Preparatory Committee:

We are greatly encouraged and excited to learn of the establishment of the Shandong Preparatory Committee of the China Democracy Party. The lifting of the party ban is the foundation of all democracy, all freedom, and all human rights. The Chinese people have fought unyieldingly for this cause for over a century. … We hope to establish a strong partnership with you, exchange information, and support each other. We are closely following every one of your actions and are willing to give our utmost support. We firmly grasp your hands!”

Signed: All comrades of the China Democracy Party Zhejiang Preparatory Committee

Hangzhou, September 6, 1998 (Issued by Zhu Yufu)

Photo (left to right): Li Xian, Yao Zunxian, Wang Youcai, Deng Huanwu, Mao Qingxiang, Fu Sheng, Ling Xiaoping, Wang Rongqing, Zhu Yufu

许志永:以自由、公义、爱为信念的公民斗士

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作者/编辑:钟然

责任编辑:罗志飞 校对:冯仍

许志永:以自由、公义、爱为信念的公民斗士

许志永(1973年3月2日—),河南省民权县人,中国法律学者、维权人士,“新公民运动”主要发起人之一,长期致力于推动公民权利、教育平等和法治建设。他被认为是中国最具代表性的人权捍卫者之一,却因坚持自由、公义和非暴力抗争而多次遭中共迫害。

许志永本科毕业于河南大学法律系,后在北京大学法学院取得法学博士学位,留校任教于中国政法大学。他性格温和,却一贯坚持理性表达和公民责任感。2003年,他作为公益律师参与推动“孙志刚事件”的舆论与法律救济,直接促成国务院废除“收容遣送制度”,这是中国法治史上具有里程碑意义的一次进步,也使他被广泛视为公民维权运动的先行者。

2005年,他与朋友创办公益组织“公盟”,关注教育平权、环保与弱势群体权益。然而,随着组织影响力扩大,他开始受到当局严密监控。2009年,当局以“偷逃税款”为由取缔公盟,并以“逃税罪”判处许志永有期徒刑两年,这被普遍认为是政治性打压。

出狱后,许志永并未沉默,而是于2012年提出“新公民运动”。这一运动核心理念是:公民通过理性、和平、非暴力的方式推动中国社会的公正与宪政改革。新公民运动的标志性诉求包括:官员财产公开、教育平等、反腐败与公民社会建设。他倡导以“同城聚会”等形式让普通公民交流社会问题、学习法律知识,从而培养独立思考与公民意识。

然而,这一系列活动很快遭到镇压。2013年7月,许志永被以“聚众扰乱公共场所秩序罪”逮捕,2014年1月,北京法院判处他四年徒刑。入狱期间,他多次受到苛刻待遇,但依旧坚持信念,撰写大量反思文章。

2017年刑满释放后,他虽被持续监控,却继续以写作和公开演讲呼吁社会改革,强调非暴力公民抗争的重要性。2020年初,新冠疫情爆发后,许志永在网络上发表《劝退书》,呼吁习近平下台,要求恢复言论自由与公民权利。这份文字再次触怒当局。同年2月,他在广州被捕,随后被秘密羁押,遭受长时间隔离和酷刑。2021年4月,北京市法院以“煽动颠覆国家政权罪”重判他有期徒刑14年,剥夺政治权利四年。这是近年来中国对知识分子与人权捍卫者最沉重的一次判决,震惊海内外。

许志永始终强调“自由、公义、爱”,他坚信一个健康的国家必须建立在公民社会与宪政民主的基础之上。他曾说:“公民的责任,就是在黑暗中点亮一盏灯。” 中共极权政府为了延续统治,不惜混淆是非,把公民对真理与正义的追求视为威胁。它不是回应社会问题、改善治理,而是用高压手段去压制异议,把敢于发声的人打成“罪人”。这种做法既剥夺了公民的基本权利,也让整个社会陷入恐惧与沉默。许志永这样的知识分子本应是国家进步的良心,却被当局痛下杀手,这无疑暴露出极权的脆弱与虚伪。他的人生经历反映了当代中国知识分子在追求真理与正义道路上的苦难与坚持。

 

Xu Zhiyong: A Civic Fighter Guided by Freedom, Justice, and Love

Author/Editor: Ran Zhong

Chief Editor: Zhifei Luo

Summary: Xu Zhiyong, a legal scholar and civic movement advocate, has long championed freedom, justice, and nonviolent resistance, promoting the rule of law and educational equality. For this, he has been repeatedly sentenced by the Chinese Communist Party, becoming a symbol of the conscience and resistance of China’s intellectuals.

许志永:以自由、公义、爱为信念的公民斗士

Xu Zhiyong (born March 2, 1973), a native of Minquan County, Henan Province, is a Chinese legal scholar, human rights activist, and one of the main initiators of the “New Citizens’ Movement.” He has dedicated his life to advancing civic rights, educational equality, and constitutional governance. Widely regarded as one of China’s most representative human rights defenders, he has been repeatedly persecuted by the Chinese Communist authorities for his steadfast commitment to freedom, justice, and nonviolent resistance.

Xu graduated from the Department of Law at Henan University and later earned his PhD in law at Peking University, where he stayed on to teach at China University of Political Science and Law. Though mild in temperament, he consistently upheld rational expression and civic responsibility. In 2003, as a public interest lawyer, he helped push for legal and media attention to the “Sun Zhigang incident,” which directly led to the State Council’s abolition of the “custody and repatriation” system. This was a landmark moment in China’s legal history and earned him recognition as a pioneer in the country’s rights defense movement.

In 2005, he co-founded the public-interest organization “Gongmeng” (Open Constitution Initiative) with friends, focusing on educational equality, environmental issues, and the rights of vulnerable groups. However, as the organization’s influence grew, it came under strict state surveillance. In 2009, authorities shut down Gongmeng on allegations of “tax evasion” and sentenced Xu to two years in prison for “tax-related crimes”—a move widely recognized as politically motivated repression.

Upon his release, Xu did not remain silent. In 2012, he launched the “New Citizens’ Movement,” which emphasized promoting social justice and constitutional reform in China through rational, peaceful, and nonviolent means. Its hallmark demands included official asset disclosure, equal access to education, anti-corruption, and the building of a civic society. He encouraged citizens to hold “same-city gatherings,” where ordinary people could discuss social issues, learn legal knowledge, and foster independent thinking and civic awareness.

This initiative quickly came under suppression. In July 2013, Xu was arrested on charges of “gathering crowds to disrupt public order,” and in January 2014, a Beijing court sentenced him to four years in prison. During incarceration, he endured harsh treatment but continued to hold firm in his beliefs, writing numerous reflective essays.

After completing his sentence in 2017, though constantly monitored, Xu continued to advocate reform through writing and public speaking, stressing the importance of nonviolent civic resistance. In early 2020, amid the COVID-19 outbreak, he published an open letter titled A Call for Resignation, urging Xi Jinping to step down and demanding the restoration of freedom of speech and citizens’ rights. This enraged the authorities once again. In February of that year, he was arrested in Guangzhou, secretly detained, subjected to prolonged isolation and torture. In April 2021, a Beijing court sentenced him to 14 years in prison for “inciting subversion of state power” and deprived him of his political rights for four years. This was one of the harshest sentences against a Chinese intellectual and human rights defender in recent years, shocking both domestic and international audiences.

Xu Zhiyong has consistently emphasized the values of “freedom, justice, and love,” firmly believing that a healthy nation must be founded on civil society and constitutional democracy. He once said: “The responsibility of a citizen is to light a lamp in the darkness.” The CCP regime, in order to preserve its rule, deliberately distorts right and wrong, branding the pursuit of truth and justice as a threat. Rather than addressing social problems or improving governance, it resorts to repression, silencing dissent and criminalizing those who dare to speak out. This approach strips citizens of their fundamental rights and plunges society into fear and silence. Intellectuals like Xu Zhiyong, who should serve as the moral conscience of national progress, are instead ruthlessly targeted—laying bare the fragility and hypocrisy of authoritarian rule. His life embodies both the suffering and the perseverance of contemporary Chinese intellectuals in their pursuit of truth and justice.

美东大游行第三站-新墨西哥州

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作者:杨长兵

编辑:李聪玲   责任编辑:胡丽莉   翻译:何兴强

2025年9月9日,美东大游行的队伍继续前行。在陈维明先生的带领下,我们怀着坚定的信念,来到了新墨西哥州——这是大游行的第三站。一路走来,无论风雨,我们始终坚持一个核心目标:让全世界看见、听见、记住——中共病毒的真相!

中共病毒席卷全球,带来了数以百万计的死亡和无数家庭的破碎。然而,中共政权却选择掩盖事实、撒谎欺骗,把人类的灾难当成维稳和巩固权力的工具。这种冷酷与漠视,不仅是对中国人民的背叛,更是对全人类的犯罪。

陈维明先生和民主人士们肩负着沉重而光荣的使命。他们用艺术、用行动、用游行来唤醒世界良知。无论是在纽约、德州,还是今天的新墨西哥,我们高举横幅,展示“中共病毒头像”,呼喊口号,要让人们看清独裁政权制造灾难的真实面目。

美东大游行不仅是一场抗议行动,更是我们的责任。我们相信,真相不会永远被掩盖,正义终将到来。今天,我们在新墨西哥州继续发声,明天,我们将在更多的地方汇聚力量。

让世界记住:追责中共,刻不容缓!唯有真相,才能带来自由与希望。

 

East Coast Grand March – Third Stop: New Mexico

Summary: The East Coast Grand March arrived in New Mexico, where democracy activists exposed the truth about the CCP virus, called for accountability, and spread freedom and hope.

Author: Yang Changbing

Editor: Congling Li  Chief Editor: Lili Hu  Translator:XingQiang He

On September 9, 2025, the East Coast Grand March continued forward. Under the leadership of Mr. Chen Weiming, we came to New Mexico—the third stop of the march—with firm conviction. Along the way, through wind and rain, we have upheld one core mission: to let the world see, hear, and remember—the truth about the CCP virus!

The CCP virus swept across the globe, causing millions of deaths and countless broken families. Yet, the Chinese Communist regime chose to cover up the facts, spread lies and deception, and use humanity’s tragedy as a tool to maintain stability and consolidate power. Such coldness and disregard are not only a betrayal of the Chinese people but also a crime against all humanity.

Mr. Chen Weiming and democracy activists bear a heavy yet honorable mission. They use art, action, and marching to awaken the world’s conscience. Whether in New York, Texas, or today in New Mexico, we hold high our banners, display the “CCP virus head,” and shout our slogans to reveal the true face of the dictatorship that created this catastrophe.

The East Coast Grand March is not merely a protest—it is our responsibility. We believe that the truth cannot be hidden forever and that justice will ultimately prevail. Today, we speak out in New Mexico; tomorrow, we will gather strength in more places.

Let the world remember: Holding the CCP accountable brooks no delay! Only truth can bring freedom and hope.

为什么中共一定要攻打台湾 ——从张雪峰“捐款5000万”言论谈起

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作者/编辑:张致君

责任编辑:罗志飞  翻译:程铭

为什么中共一定要攻打台湾 ——从张雪峰“捐款5000万”言论谈起

图为要捐款打台湾的张雪峰。(视频截图)

近日,中国教育界网红张雪峰在一次公开活动中放出豪言:“若解放军攻台,我愿捐款五千万。” 这句话瞬间引爆了网络。有人称赞他“有家国情怀”,有人批评他“鼓动战争”,也有人讽刺说,他这是在借民族主义热度为自己再次博取流量。无论人们如何解读,这一言论无疑反映了当下中国社会舆论的一种奇怪氛围:“攻打台湾”正在被越来越多人视为一种必然的未来选择。

事实上,张雪峰并非唯一的声音。从官方宣传到网络民粹,从军方表态到民间舆论,都在不断强化一个叙事:统一台湾不仅是民族大义,更是中共必须完成的历史使命。 然而,当我们深入思考,会发现“攻台必然论”并非出于民族情感或历史宿命,而是中共政权在自身逻辑、合法性危机、经济困境、国际博弈与舆论操控的多重推动下走上的一条险路。

中共之所以一定要攻打台湾,并不是因为台湾问题本身不可调和,而是因为中共的体制逻辑已将自己逼入死角。张雪峰“捐款5000万”的豪言,不过是这个逻辑下社会被裹挟的缩影。

从历史来看,自1949年国共内战结束以来,中共就将台湾视为“必须统一的领土”。随着中国取代台湾在联合国的席位,“一个中国”的原则逐渐成为中共最核心的外交红线。北京政府不断要求各国在建交时承认“台湾是中国的一部分”,甚至逼迫许多小国与台湾断绝邦交。

这种长期“一中原则”的坚持反而成为了中共的枷锁。一旦台湾事实上独立,并获得国际社会广泛承认,那么中共数十年的外交叙事就会彻底破产,国家主权的合法性将受到致命打击。对一个专制政权而言,意识形态的失败几乎等同于政权合法性的失败。

习近平上台后提出“中华民族伟大复兴”,并将台湾问题视为其中的关键拼图。中共宣传机器不断灌输:如果台湾不能统一,那么“民族复兴”就不完整。这种政治设定将台湾与中共的执政合法性牢牢捆绑在一起。

换言之,台湾问题早已不是单纯的两岸事务,而是中共政权合法性的一部分。正因如此,中共无法容忍台湾继续保持民主制度与事实独立,否则“复兴大业”将彻底沦为空话。

中共自称是马克思主义政党,实际上,随着经济改革与权贵资本主义的盛行,马克思主义在中国早已失去了吸引力。意识形态的真空需要新的合法性来源,民族主义恰好成为最佳替代。

在这种情况下,“统一台湾”不仅是政治任务,更是民族主义的最高象征。台湾越是坚持民主制度,就越显得中共的专制落后;而要消除这种对比,中共唯一能做的就是“收复台湾”。

再结合近些年国内政治走向,习近平通过修宪取消任期限制,通过反腐运动集中权力,看似巩固了政权,实际上却让一切责任都集中在个人身上。经济下滑、腐败未除、社会矛盾激化,民众对中共的不满不断积累。

在这种背景下,发动对台战争成为习近平维系统治的一种极端选择。因为一旦国内矛盾爆发,他几乎没有退路,只能通过外部战争转移压力。

过去,中共依靠经济增长换取民众的顺从。然而如今,中国经济陷入困境:房地产泡沫破裂,失业率高企,年轻人“躺平”,社会流动性下降。没有了“发展神话”,中共需要新的合法性叙事。“统一台湾”恰好成为新的执政口号与维稳手段。

中共执政面对中国社会问题的层出不穷:人口老龄化、养老金缺口、医疗与教育不平等、城乡差距扩大。而解决这些问题就需要制度改革,但改革必然触碰既得利益,中共不会冒险。于是,它选择了最简单的办法:制造外部冲突,把矛盾转移到“民族大义”上。

当经济陷入长期停滞时,战争常常被专制政权视为“重启按钮”。通过军事动员,国家可以重新集中资源,政府可以以“国家安全”为名加强对经济的掌控。对中共而言,攻台可以让它在短期内实现权力再分配,转移经济危机。

张雪峰说的“中共解放军攻打台湾,他就捐款5000万支持攻台”的言论,本质上就是社会“战争幻想”的一个缩影。许多人相信,只要打下台湾,就能带来经济复苏、民族振奋,甚至个人机会。但这种幻想忽视了战争的代价:死亡、破坏、制裁与长期动荡。

随着国际社会对中共的认识越来越多,中共在国际社会越来越孤立,中共如果“成功收复台湾”,便能制造一种“不可阻挡的崛起”幻象,迫使其他国家承认现实,扭转中国在国际社会共同认识上的衰落。而这种心理也正是中共要赌上国运攻台的原因。

从网红老师张雪峰的“攻台”言论中,我们可以再一次清晰的感受到,民族主义是中共最常用的统治工具。相比复杂的制度改革,煽动“爱国情绪”既简单又高效。只需宣传“台湾是中国的”,就能让民众忘记失业、通胀与贫困。

如今在高度审查的中国互联网钟,反战声音被删除,支持武统的声音被放大,久而久之,形成了“全社会一致”的假象。张雪峰作为公众人物,不表态,就可能被攻击为“不爱国”;因此,事后他又再次发布视频说他已经准备好了,用升学的手段,把中国大陆的学生渗透到台湾,以此为中共的统战做准备,以证明其对党的忠诚。

在这样的宣传与蛊惑下,普通人并不真正理解战争的代价,却被舆论裹挟,成为战争叙事的附庸。张雪峰的言论正说明:即便是受过教育的知识分子,也可能沦为民族主义的工具。

中共之所以一定要攻打台湾,并不是因为台湾问题本身无法和平解决,而是因为中共体制逻辑的必然性:张雪峰“捐款5000万”的言论,只是这种氛围下的缩影。它说明,即便是社会名人,也被中共政党机器的宣传与蛊惑下,顺应民族主义洪流,甚至主动参与其中。

然而,攻台并非坦途,它伴随着巨大的军事、经济与政治风险。战争也许能给中共的执政带来短期合法性,但无法解决长期的体制困境。一个依赖战争维系的政权,终将被战争本身吞噬。

政府,一定是要建立在人民的选票上的。

政府,一定是要接受人民的监督的。

Why must the Communist Party of China attack Taiwan?

——Let’s start with Zhang Xuefeng’s “donation of 50 million” remarks

Author/Editor: Zhijun Zhang

Editor-in-Chief: Zhifei Luo  Translator: Ming Cheng

为什么中共一定要攻打台湾 ——从张雪峰“捐款5000万”言论谈起

The picture shows Zhang Xuefeng, who wants to donate to Taiwan. (Video screenshot)

Recently, Zhang Xuefeng, an Internet celebrity in the Chinese education industry, said in a public event: “If the People’s Liberation Army attacks Taiwan, I am willing to donate 50 million yuan.” This sentence instantly detonated the Internet. Some people praise him for “has patriotism”, some people criticize him for “inciting war”, and some people sarcastically say that he is using the heat of nationalism to gain traffic for himself again. No matter how people interpret it, this statement undoubtedly reflects a strange atmosphere of current Chinese public opinion: “attacking Taiwan” is being regarded as an inevitable future choice by more and more people.

In fact, Zhang Xuefeng is not the only voice. From official propaganda to online populism, from military statements to public opinion, a narrative is constantly being strengthened: the unification of Taiwan is not only a national justice, but also a historical mission that the Communist Party of China must complete. However, when we think deeply, we will find that the “Inevitability of Attacking Taiwan” is not based on national emotions or historical fate, but a dangerous path taken by the Communist Party of China regime under the multiple promotion of its own logic, legitimacy crisis, economic difficulties, international games and public opinion manipulation.

The reason why the Communist Party of China must attack Taiwan is not because the Taiwan issue itself cannot be reconciled, but because the institutional logic of the Communist Party of China has pushed itself into a dead end. Zhang Xuefeng’s bold statement of “donating 50 million” is just a microcosm of the hostage society under this logic.

Historically, since the end of the Kuomintang-Communist Civil War in 1949, the Communist Party of China has regarded Taiwan as “a territory that must be unified”. As China replaces Taiwan’s seat in the United Nations, the principle of “one China” has gradually become the core diplomatic red line of the Communist Party of China. The Beijing government constantly requires countries to recognize that “Taiwan is a part of China” when establishing diplomatic relations and even forces many small countries to break off diplomatic relations with Taiwan.

This long-term adherence to the “One-China Principle” has become a shackle for the Communist Party of China. Once Taiwan is in fact independent and widely recognized by the international community, the Communist Party of China’s decades of diplomatic narrative will be completely bankrupt, and the legitimacy of national sovereignty will be fatally hit. For an authoritarian regime, the failure of ideology is almost equivalent to the failure of regime legitimacy.

After Xi Jinping took to the pose the “Great Rejuvenation of the Chinese Nation” and regarded the Taiwan issue as the key puzzle. The propaganda machine of the Communist Party of China constantly instills that if Taiwan cannot be unified, then the “national rejuvenation” will not be complete. This political setting firmly binds Taiwan and the ruling legitimacy of the Communist Party of China.

In other words, the Taiwan issue is no longer a simple cross-strait affair, but a part of the legitimacy of the Communist Party of China regime. For this reason, the Communist Party of China cannot tolerate Taiwan’s continued democratic system and factual independence, otherwise the “rejuvenation cause” will be completely empty words.

The Communist Party of China claims to be a Marxist political party. In fact, with the prevalence of economic reform and powerful capitalism, Marxism has long lost its attractiveness in China. The ideological vacuum requires a new source of legitimacy, and nationalism happens to be the best alternative.

In this case, “unification of Taiwan” is not only a political task, but also the highest symbol of nationalism. The more Taiwan adheres to the democratic system, the more the autocratic backward the Communist Party of China appears; to eliminate this contrast, the only thing the Communist Party of China can do is to “recover Taiwan”.

Combined with the domestic political trend in recent years, Xi Jinping has abolished the term of office through constitutional amendment and concentrated power through the anti-corruption movement. It seems to have consolidated the regime, but in fact it has concentrated all the responsibility on individuals. With the economic downturn, corruption not being eliminated, and social contradictions intensifying, people’s dissatisfaction with the Communist Party of China continues to accumulate.

Against this background, launching a war against Taiwan has become an extreme choice for Xi Jinping to maintain his system. Because once domestic conflicts break out, he has almost no way out and can only divert pressure through external wars.

In the past, the Communist Party of China relied on economic growth in exchange for the obedience of the people. However, today, China’s economy is in trouble: the real estate bubble is bursting, the unemployment rate is high, young people are “lying flat”, and social mobility is declining. Without the “development myth”, the Communist Party of China needs a new narrative of legitimacy. “Unification of Taiwan” has become a new governing slogan and a means of maintaining stability.

The Communist Party of China is facing endless social problems in China: population aging, pension gap, medical and education inequality, and the widening gap between urban and rural areas. Solving these problems requires institutional reform, but reform is bound to touch vested interests, and the Communist Party of China will not take risks. Therefore, it chose the simplest way: to create external conflicts and transfer contradictions to “national righteousness”.

When the economy is in a long-term stagnation, war is often regarded as a “restart button” by authoritarian regimes. Through military mobilization, the country can re-concentrate resources, and the government can strengthen its control over the economy in the name of “national security”. For the Communist Party of China, attacking Taiwan can enable it to achieve the redistribution of power in the short term and transfer the economic crisis.

Zhang Xuefeng’s statement that “if the People’s Liberation Army of the Communist Party of China attacks Taiwan, he will donate 50 million yuan to support the attack on Taiwan” is essentially a microcosm of the “war fantasy” of society. Many people believe that as long as Taiwan is hit, it can bring economic recovery, national uplifting, and even personal opportunities. But this illusion ignores the cost of war: death, destruction, sanctions and long-term unrest.

With the increasing international community’s awareness of the Communist Party of China and the increasing isolation of the Communist Party of China in the international community, if the Communist Party of China “successfully recovers Taiwan”, it can create an illusion of “unstoppable rise”, forcing other countries to recognize the reality and reverse the decline of China’s common understanding in the international community. And this mentality is also the reason why the Communist Party of China wants to bet on the National Games to attack Taiwan.

From the “attacking Taiwan” remarks of Internet celebrity teacher Zhang Xuefeng, we can once again clearly feel that nationalism is the most commonly used governing tool of the Communist Party of China. Compared with complex institutional reforms, inciting “patriotism” is both simple and efficient. Just by promoting “Taiwan belongs to China”, people can forget about unemployment, inflation and poverty.

Nowadays, in the highly censored Chinese Internet clock, the anti-war voices have been deleted and the voices in support of armed unification have been amplified. Over time, the illusion of “the unity of the whole society” has been formed. As a public figure, Zhang Xuefeng may be attacked as “unpatriotic” if he does not take a stand. Therefore, he later released a video again saying that he was ready to infiltrate mainland Chinese students into Taiwan by means of further education, so as to prepare for the united front of the Communist Party of China and prove his loyalty to the Party.

Under such propaganda and deception, ordinary people do not really understand the cost of war but are held hostage by public opinion and become vassals of the war narrative. Zhang Xuefeng’s remarks show that even educated intellectuals may be reduced to tools of nationalism.

The reason why the Communist Party of China must attack Taiwan is not because the Taiwan issue itself cannot be resolved peacefully, but because of the inevitability of the Communist Party of China’s institutional logic: Zhang Xuefeng’s “donation of 50 million” is just a microcosm of this atmosphere. It shows that even social celebrities are also followed by the torrent of nationalism and even actively participate in it under the propaganda and deception of the political party machine of the Communist Party of China.

However, the attack on Taiwan is not a smooth road, and it comes with huge military, economic and political risks. War may bring short-term legitimacy to the ruling of the Communist Party of China, but it cannot solve the long-term institutional dilemma. A regime that depends on war for maintenance will eventually be swallowed up by the war itself.

The government must be based on the people’s votes.

The government must be supervised by the people.

美西-美东反共车队大游行

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作者:罗志飞
编辑:赵杰 责任编辑:胡丽莉 翻译:吴可正

美西-美东反共车队大游行

我是中国民主党员罗志飞。2025年9月6日,美西-美东反共车队大游行开启了旅程。我作为视频文案制作人,为反共运动添砖加瓦感到非常荣幸!我们不反对中国人民,而是反对践踏人权、操控世界的极权政权。面对疫情隐瞒、跨境迫害和渗透民主社会的威胁,我们必须行动!呼吁美国政府调查中共责任、保护海外异议人士、推动全球防疫透明机制。朋友们,让我们团结起来,为自由与正义发声!!!

Grand Protest Motorcade from America’s West to East Against the CCP

Author: Luo Zhifei
Editor: Zhao Jie Responsible Editor: Hu Lili Translator: Wu Kezheng

美西-美东反共车队大游行

I am Luo Zhifei, a member of the Chinese Democratic Party. On September 6, 2025, the West-to-East grand motorcade against the CCP began its journey. As the scriptwriter for the video, it is my honor to contribute to the movement! We are not opposed to the Chinese people—we are opposed to an authoritarian regime that violates human rights and wields undue influence over the world. In the face of pandemic cover-ups, cross-border persecution, and threats of infiltration into democratic societies, we must act! I call on the U.S. government to investigate the CCP’s responsibility, protect dissidents abroad, and work toward global transparency in public health. Friends, let us unite and raise our voices for freedom and justice!!!

《告中国军人书》:你究竟在保谁的国?

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作者:国内退伍老兵
编辑:李聪玲 责任编辑:罗志飞 翻译:吴可正

亲爱的中国军人,现役与退伍的战士们:
你是否曾在阅兵场上昂首阔步,却从未踏进真正的战场?
你是否在“保家卫国”的口号中敬礼,却从未看清谁才是真正的敌人?
你是否问过自己——我保的是谁的家?卫的是谁的国?

一、历史不能装饰,抗战不能伪造!
“淞沪会战你在哪?我在延安。南京保卫战你在哪?我在延安……我是抗战中流砥柱。”
这是对一个从未上过前线却最先登上功劳榜者的无声讽刺!

如今,中共在9月3日再次上演“抗战胜利大阅兵”,
把避战之辈打扮成民族英雄,
把背后收割者包装成中流砥柱!

可你心知肚明:
是谁在敌后观望,却不与敌正面交锋?
是谁打着“保存自己”的旗号,耗尽同胞鲜血?
是谁在抗战尾声大肆扩军,以枪口对准同胞?

抗战,是中华民族的血泪,不是中共的化妆舞台!

二、军魂应归人民,而非服务独裁!
你还记得“人民子弟兵”的誓言吗?
“军装再华美,也是百家衣;军饰再丰厚,也是千家饭!”
“我们没有资格,也绝不能向生养自己的人民举起任何武器!”

但今天的你:
驱散的是讨薪的工人,
镇压的是呼吁公平的学生,
站岗的是红色资本的维稳红线,
退役时却无编、无房、无保障!

你在为谁站岗?为谁举枪?谁又在牺牲你的人生、遮蔽你的良知?

三、你愿意为谁牺牲?为谁流血?
2025年的今天,中国青年失业率突破20%,
退伍老兵被边缘化,现役军人家庭还在为房贷发愁。

而你保卫的是谁?
是财政堆出的红二代,
是垄断滋养的特供阶级,
是靠“维稳预算”吃人不吐骨的权贵集团!

你服役时,是维稳螺丝;
你退役后,是弃用工具;
你若沉睡,就注定沦为这个体制的代罪羔羊!

四、脱下假勋章,戴上良知的光环!
当权力命你举枪对准人民——

请你记住:
“吾戎吾矛,民脂民膏;吾饰吾袍,民赋民俸。”
人民,才是你真正的衣食父母!
向人民举枪,就是背叛军魂;
向良心低头,就是出卖天良!

“谁侵害我们的人民,谁就是我们的敌人,不死不休!”
脱下那身被污染的军装,站回人民中来!
拒绝为极权挡子弹,拒绝为谎言站岗!
保家卫国,不等于保党卫私!
忠诚人民,才是军人真正的归宿!

五、这是觉醒者写给战士的呐喊!
你不该是专制机器的齿轮,
你应是民族正义的中流砥柱!

你不该是阅兵背景的工具人,
你应是推翻暴政的先行军!

守土护民,使命记牢!
天良难欺,军魂长耀!

当9月3日的阅兵礼炮响起,
愿你脱帽低头,为真理默哀;
当高音喇叭宣称胜利,
愿你闭目静思,为人民觉醒!

哪怕你只是一人,
也请在内心高呼——

我,不再为独裁而战!

An Open Letter to China’s Soldiers: Whose Country Are You Really Defending?

Abstract: This is an open letter to active-duty and retired members of China’s armed forces. It exposes how the CCP has falsified the history of the War of Resistance and bent the military to the service of dictatorship. It urges soldiers to recognize that the people are their true providers; that “defending the country” is not the same as defending a party’s private interests. Refuse to raise your rifle for tyranny or to stand guard for lies. Guard your conscience and the soul of the army—be the backbone of national justice.

Author: A demobilized veteran inside China

Editor: Li Congling Responsible editor:Luo Zhifei Translator: Wu Kezheng

Dear Chinese soldiers—both active-duty and retired:

Have you ever marched with head held high on a parade ground, yet never set foot on a real battlefield?Have you saluted under the slogan “defend home and country,” yet never seen clearly who the true enemy is?Have you asked yourself—whose home am I defending? Whose country am I protecting?

I. History cannot be prettified, and the War of Resistance cannot be falsified!

“Where were you during the Battle of Shanghai? I was in Yan’an.Where were you during the Defense of Nanjing? I was in Yan’an…I am the pillar of the War of Resistance.”

This is a silent mockery of one who never set foot on the front lines, yet was the first to climb onto the honors list!

Today, as the CCP once again stages a “Victory in the War of Resistance” parade on September 3,those who shunned battle are dressed up as national heroes,and those who reaped from the rear are packaged as the “mainstay.”

But you know in your heart:Who watched from behind the lines, refusing direct engagement with the enemy?Who, under the banner of ‘self-preservation,’ drained the blood of their compatriots?Who, at the war’s end, expanded their forces and turned their gun barrels upon compatriots?

The War of Resistance is the blood and tears of the Chinese nation—not a theatrical stage for the CCP’s cosmetics.

II. The army’s soul must belong to the people, never in service of a dictator!

Do you still remember the oath of being the “people’s army”?“However splendid the military uniform, it is still the clothing woven from a hundred families.However plentiful the military decorations, they are still meals taken from a thousand households.”

“We have neither the right, nor must we ever dare, to raise any weapon against the very people who gave us life.”

But today, you—It is workers demanding their wages that you disperse,It is students crying out for fairness that you suppress,It is the red lines of “stability maintenance” for red capital that you guard,Yet when you retire, there is no post, no housing, no security!

For whom are you standing guard? For whom are you raising your gun?And who is sacrificing your life while shrouding your conscience?

III. For whom are you willing to die? For whom to bleed?

In today’s China, 2025, youth unemployment has broken through 20 percent.Demobilized veterans are cast to the margins, and families of active-duty soldiers still struggle under the weight of mortgages.

And whom are you truly defending?The princelings propped up by state coffers,The special-supply class fattened by monopoly,The power elite that devours the “stability-maintenance budget,” gnawing even the bones!

In service, you are a screw in the stability-maintenance machine;In retirement, you are a tool cast aside.If you remain asleep, you are doomed to become the scapegoat of this system!

IV. Take off the fake medals; wear the halo of conscience!

When power orders you to raise your gun at the people—remember:“My arms and my spear are forged from the people’s fat and marrow;my decorations and my robe are paid for by the people’s taxes and stipends.”

The people are your true providers.To point your gun at the people is to betray the soul of the army;to bow your head to conscience is to surrender your humanity!

“Whoever harms our people is our enemy, we fight to the death!”Take off the uniform that has been stained; return to the ranks of the people.Refuse to block bullets for tyranny; refuse to stand guard for lies.Defending home and country is not the same as defending a party’s private interests.Loyalty to the people is a soldier’s true home.

V. A cry from the awakened to the warriors!

You are not meant to be a cog in an autocratic machine,you should be the backbone of national justice!

You are not meant to be a prop in the backdrop of a parade,you should be the vanguard that topples despotism!

Guard the land and protect the people, engrave the mission in your heart!Conscience cannot be deceived, the soul of the army will shine!

When the salutes thunder on September 3,may you remove your cap and bow your head—in mourning for truth.When the loudspeakers proclaim “victory,”may you close your eyes and reflect—for the people’s awakening.

Even if you are alone,shout within your heart——

I will no longer fight for dictatorship!

拒绝中共洗脑教育,走出自我觉醒道路

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作者:毛一炜
编辑:赵杰 责任编辑:胡丽莉 翻译:吕峰

拒绝中共洗脑教育,走出自我觉醒道路

我是中国民主党员毛一炜。这张照片是2024年9月,我站在六四自由雕塑公园前,举着“END CCP”的牌子。从初中开始,我就学会了“翻墙软件”,看到了外面的世界,也看到了中共独裁的真面目。六四屠杀、言论封锁、对异议者的打压,让我彻底明白,中国没有自由,没有民主。三十五年过去了,六四还没有得到平反,中共依然靠谎言和暴力维系统治。我坚决反对中共独裁,要求民主宪政。为了六四,为了民主,为了自由。

Rejecting CCP Indoctrination:

Walking the Path of Self-Awakening

Author: Yiwei Mao

Editor: Jie Zhao Managing Editor: Lili Hu Translation: Lyu Feng

拒绝中共洗脑教育,走出自我觉醒道路

I am Yiwei Mao, a member of the China Democracy Party.This photo was taken in September 2024, when I stood in front of the June Fourth Freedom Sculpture Park, holding a sign that read “END CCP.”

Since middle school, I had already learned to use circumvention software to bypass the Great Firewall. Through it I saw the outside world, and I also saw the true face of the CCP’s dictatorship. The June Fourth massacre, the censorship of speech, and the suppression of dissidents made me fully realize that China has neither freedom nor democracy.

Thirty-five years have passed, yet June Fourth has still not been vindicated. The CCP still clings to power through lies and violence. I firmly oppose the CCP dictatorship and call for democracy and constitutional government.

For June Fourth, for democracy, for freedom.

践行者——我的民主之路(二)

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作者/总编辑 朱虞夫

责任编辑:胡丽莉

翻译:吕峰

(三)转移

1、特警队里

8月13日, 郑刚终于来了。遣送站的人进来通知我带好东西,走。我不知道去哪里。我神情恍惚,浑身虚脱,院子里的阳光使我一阵眩晕睁不开眼,高一脚低一脚随那人到大楼前的警车旁,郑刚一声不吭,脸上挂着讪讪的笑,从头到脚打量我一番,我们彼此保持沉默。上了车,走了。警车过了江,向着杭城北面驶去,在一条冷僻的小巷里停下,因为离开萧山时,监舍里的人把我的所有日常生活用品都要去了,一旦关进里面,生活会非常不便,于是我摸出口袋里的几十元钱要郑刚为我买一些诸如牙膏、牙刷之类的物品,郑刚拒绝了,说:“你上去,他们会给你买的。” 这是我最后一次看到郑刚。后来,我入狱后他多次去我爱人单位骚扰、威胁、恐吓我爱人,没收了海外朋友补助我家用的款项,并到处散布侮辱我爱人的流言。为此,毛庆祥爱人胡晓玲指责了他并要他出示证据,他卑怯地抵赖了。作为一名政治特务,他在对民主党和法轮功的镇压中起了别人无法替代的作用,并由此而官运亨通,飞黄腾达。这是后话了。

这是杭州市下城区公安特警队队部,四楼用铁栏杆围起来,作为关押经济诈骗犯 “监视居住”的地方。靠东两间再用栏杆隔离,一间是警察值班室,一间是“禁闭室”——我关押的监室。在里面已经关着一个叫徐百加的朝晖街道河西村委会干部,他兼有监视我的责任,但他人很不错,也很信任我。当我习惯性地在墙壁上找“文化”,看到祝正明刻写的“专制必败,民主必胜”的字样,问他原先关的人的情况时,他简单地告诉我祝已经由原来的单位取保候审了,并非常紧张地告诫我,千万别让警察知道他对我说的事。

践行者——我的民主之路(二)

祝正明(左)与朱虞夫(右)合影

正是凑巧,我关押的两个地方都是祝正明关过的,我从他留下的字迹看到了他的决心和勇气,我从心里为他祈祷,愿他自由。祝是一个少年神童,具有极强的独立思考能力,熟稔地掌握精博的民主理论,宽容大度身体力行,待人也极为厚道。1998年,大陆中国民主党之组党活动杭州首议,各地响应,势成燎原,在很大程度上得益于祝氏的淡泊心态。当时,祝将新党起名为“中国民主党”并在后面接上“浙江筹委会”字样,意在“浙江搭台,大家唱戏”,摒弃了以往屡见不鲜的“占山为王”做派。但是,祝并不是一个“ 玩政治 ”的人,记得当年王有才、王东海、林辉等人去浙江民政厅为中国民主党申请注册,有关方面官僚颟顸地说要“研究研究”拖延时日,我决心燃一把促进之火,拿起《中国民主党成立宣言》到街路上去散发,被抓进公安局,祝正明竟极其痛苦和内疚,自责不已。如此性情中人与我颇为相似,优柔如我等者竟试水政治,岂有不遭灭顶之理。但是,倘若我们对如此并不美好的现实视若无睹,似乎又无法承受来自良心的压力。我很关切祝,早过了婚嫁年龄的他依然过着单身生活,他美丽贤淑的女朋友很可能因为祝的不幸入狱而终身无所托付。想到这些,我对自己将面对的苦难看得更淡然了。

 

2、满足愿望

8月30日,预审处来了几个人提审,有个叫陈伟星的问我,“ 你认不认识许光?” 我说不认识。他狡黠地一笑,似乎我在骗他。(事后我才想起,他指的是徐光,只是他在杭州话里夹了普通话,让我听糊涂了。杭州话“徐”的发音是QU。)然后,陈伟星说:“关于你的案子,有人说你已经淡出民运,可是我春节在火车站值班时,从一个民工身上搜出了你的中国民主党名片,我问那人是从哪里来的,那人说是你在湖滨亲自给他的,我问那人你的长相,那人说的很像,所以,我认为你没有淡出。”当时我看着他那副得意的样子心里暗暗好笑,他以为他是谁,可以轻轻松松地为中国政府背上沉重的人权包袱。其实,我从来没去湖滨发名片,我的名片都是王荣清去发的,那时他说他的名片发完了,拿我的用用。可是我面对着狂妄的陈,不想辩白,以免助长了他的邪气,不知以后到了民主社会,该陈是否也会有这副神气来承担自己今日的作为。看到我一脸的不屑,旁边那个姓许的咬着牙(也许他生相如此)冷冷地说:“朱虞夫,这次我们满足你的愿望,让你坐牢。”我微微一笑说:“谢谢,我愿意。”陈伟星怏怏地说:“好了,开着空调,不要浪费共产党的钱了,到此结束吧。” 我马上说:“共产党哪来钱,这是纳税人的钱。” 我的话似乎刺激了陈,他立刻反诘:“ 纳税人?你纳了多少税?”狂妄的人往往是无知的,纳税人的概念怎能以纳税的多少来区别呢?隐藏在公权力后面,他们的内心其实很虚弱。

隔壁警察值班室的空调冷凝水积储在我们监室里,每天我和徐抬到厕所去倒掉,终于在9月12日晚上倒水时,腰部闪了一下,当时没什么,没想到13日早上竟起不了床,稍稍一动便痛得直冒冷汗。徐见状通知了隔壁的值班警察,没有结果,我只能俯着身子,两手扶着膝盖,挪步上厕所。徐托别人为我换了一副床棚,因为原来那副已经软绵绵地凹陷下去,绝对有害我的脊柱腰椎。

9月15日,办案的政保警察来了。一个年轻警察(蒋晓敏)说:“今天我们带你去看病。你把你的东西都带走吧。”接着就上来背起我的上半身艰难地向外挪动,因为我当时体重达180斤,真是难为他了。我的腰疼得锥心,下了楼衣服都湿透了。他们把我塞进车,汽车向一个方向开了一程,那个年轻警察又对我说:“我们先去办点事,很快的,然后再去医院好不?”我说:“好吧。”(2007年,这个叫蒋晓敏的人还记得我的重量,但是他当时为何要一骗再骗,可见此人心术不正。他由于在镇压中国民主党的过程中立下的汗马功劳,被他的主子升为处长了,以后只要唆使手下就行了。)于是汽车立即调头向西北方向开去。沉默一会后,坐在前排一个戴墨镜的对我说:“你害了你的子女,你看方XX比你聪明,他退出民运,他儿子就能在省检察院工作,多少好?!”我微笑了一下。一会儿,汽车到了杭州市看守所,他们将我背进一个提审室就走了,又是陈伟星来接收。看到我被人背进来的样子,陈揶揄说:“你那副样子别人不知道还以为是被人打的。”接着陈拿出一张逮捕证让我签字,上面的日期是9月13日,一算时间,正是我腰痛的那天,难道这是一种灾难感应吗?当然,我并不认为这是灾难,对我来说,求仁得仁,得其所哉。我犹如收到了一份民运资格认证书,怀着喜悦签上了自己的名字。恐怕那几位看不到我苍白的脸,哆嗦的手,喘喘其栗,有些失望吧。 

(四)杭州看守所

1、“狱”字写法

做了一份笔录后,陈就叫看守所里的劳动犯(被判刑一年以下的短期犯人)将我背到监室去。送我来的汽车已经开走,车上的物品也不知去向,所谓的“看病”也成了画饼。阴暗潮湿的五区三室里被关押的人都在制作一串串的圣诞节彩灯,运往纽约普鲁克林的集装箱等着装货(监室外走廊上的纸板包装箱印着纽约普鲁克林的英语字样),为赶工期,每天的任务排得满满当当。背我进监室后,那人便走了。笼板上堆满电线和塑料灯珠,每个人面前都叠得高高的,踩脚之处也没有。笼头说,你就躺在那地上吧。虽然是水泥地,但是擦得很干净,躺了一会,笼头又叫人拿几块纸板垫在我的身下。

笼头许华,美髯长须,因为每次提审都保持沉默,有关方面得不到口供,已经在这里关了二年多。平时他言语不多,倒是他身边的一个“破脚骨”活跃得很,以至于我一度分不清谁是笼头。随后的日子里,我发现许很有幽默感,记得有一天,一个瘦老头警察来查卫生,站在走廊的铁栏杆外,向我们监室里问:“卫生有没有搞过?”大家屏气息声,无人回答。那人又更大声地重新问了一遍,我心想这样不回答问话是不礼貌的,就答:“已经搞过了。”没想到那人一听我的回话竟破口大骂起来。骂了一阵悻悻然走了。他走后,许笼头问我:“看你戴着眼镜,好象是有文化的样子,我问你,监狱的狱字怎么写?”我就告诉他怎么个写法。他接着说:“狱字这边一个反犬,不是人,那边一个犬,是狗,中间一个言字是讲话,畜生和狗怎么对话?他的话我们都听不懂,就你懂?!”我不禁莞尔。

五区一室和二室是死囚牢,二室有一个死囚手脚被牢牢地铐在一块木板上,常常在不经意间大声叫骂。检察院来提审,就由他们监房的人抬到对面放风的地方。我心里总有一种怪怪的感觉,一天,隔壁放风时,二室的笼头站在我们三室的门前与许华聊天,说起他们进来后打过交道的各色死刑犯。我凑上去讲我感觉那个死囚似乎有点脑子不正常,那笼头不屑地朝我瞟一眼,怪我多事。没多久,那死囚搬走了,因为确实有精神病。我事后想,那笼头每天和那死囚相处,应该看得出那人有病,但是,在笼子里关久了,人变得冷漠,根本就不在乎别人的生死。

2、“上上课 !”   

某天晚上,看守所一个姓任的副所长值班,他醉醺醺地来到栏杆前,对我进行“教育”:“你为啥要反对共产党?共产党是老子,你是儿子,儿子反对老子就要拷。你看共产党又给我们加工资了,我们人民拥护他。”我说:“我也是人民,我反对他做得不对的地方是为了他更好,我难道不是人民吗?”他说:“你不是人民。”我说:“人民的概念不能抽象的肯定,具体的否定。多少年来人民这个词被你们僭用了,失去了它的本意。”他勃然大怒,说:“老子要拷你一顿。”停了一停他又说:“老子现在不来拷你,等你走的时候离开看守所我来门口拷你。”然后他点着我周围的人说:“你们明朝给他上上课!”走了。

许笼头对我说:“他要我们给你上上课的意思就是要我们拷你一顿。我们做啥要拷你呢。”他完全不象要动手的样子,而且他的话也断绝了其他噬血者的机会,旁边有个别想练练拳脚解闷的人只能作罢了。有了解任某的人说,该人本是滨江公安分局局长,是专业拳击运动员,因酒后将在押嫌犯打伤,造成严重后果,降级来这里的。如果没有以前的教训,今天我就惨了。隔壁监室的楼X强后来与我同在浙江省第六监狱服刑,说起当时的事,他说,他们那天都为我捏了一把汗,这家伙喝醉酒乱来的。

任某的号召若干天后还是产生了恶果,有一个萧山人姓李的私盐贩子(该人将数吨工业盐——亚硝酸钠假冒食盐销售,亚硝酸钠主要用于建筑施工、染料制造和作防锈剂。当人体内摄入0.3—0.5克亚硝酸钠可引起急性中毒,3克即可致人于死地。人体一旦中毒会出现头晕、恶心呕吐、呼吸困难等症状,严重时发生昏迷、甚至呼吸循环衰歇而危及生命,国家严禁用工业盐制作食品。但是,该李却通过关系,重罪轻判,只象征性的判了一年刑,每次看守叫出去,回来总能摸出几包香烟来。)该李在许笼头调走后被看守指定当这个监室的笼头,没几天就打得我象一只“熊猫”,那已经是12月14日,省高级法院12月10日驳回裁定后的事了,看守——一个患口吃的警察陈一刚来调查原因,姓李的说他打我是因为我“说反动话,说共产党要垮台。”这个陈一刚结结巴巴地说:“革、、、命者抛头颅、洒、、、热血都不怕,这点伤算什么。”说完就转身走了,事情也就不了了之了。我2007年被蒋晓敏构陷入狱,在浙江省第二监狱遇到许华。许华说,陈一刚后来准备要提升做看守所副所长了,但是,他被一名经济犯收买,为经济犯通风报信,东窗事发,坏了官运降了极。其实,在当时陈一刚的贪贿就已经显露端倪了。

3、人心诡谲

看守所的生活比以前好多了,每个月能去放风场放一次风,在石墙圈内沐浴着瑟瑟秋阳,当年草草铺就的地面已经严重风化,植物根系的力量使地面拱起开裂。残缺的墓石和水泥块的宽宽缝隙里,堆积起杜仲枯焦的落叶。我想起我度过的青年时代,就在这一道桃源岭的那边,在杭州植物园我曾工作、生活过十八年。我曾多少回放弃美丽大自然的风花雪月,利用一切空闲时间去图书馆埋头书海。多少回在山风的呼啸中我彻夜难眠,想着中国过去的荣耀,想着一个多世纪的灾难,想着明天的出路。就在岭那边的雷殿山顶,一九七八——七九年积雪和寒风相伴的小屋里,我抄写出一篇又一篇争取自由、民主、人权的大字报。发出郁积已久的人的呼声。而今天,“问人生到此凄凉否?”“昔年种柳,依依江南,今看摇落,凄怆江潭。树犹如此,人何以堪。”易朽的是我们的肉体,不朽的是人类的进步事业,投身民运是我生命的升华。要想收获,必先播种。我深信以暴力、恐惧、欺骗维持的“稳定”不会是真正的稳定,“此树婆娑,生意尽矣。”

在阴暗、潮湿的监牢内,弥漫着一片阴郁的氛围,甚至空气也显得诡谲。人一旦降格为“犯”,更何况身陷险境,一种极端的求生本能,使人平时掩盖在那里的人性的负面情感浮现了出来。互相猜忌,处心积虑要出人头地,显得比别人优越,吹牛扯谎,就象走夜路吹口哨壮胆。欺压别人以补偿自己被强权损害的自尊心,打击别人以求得心理的平衡。每次来了新人,他们就要来个下马威,制造种种恶作剧摧毁他人残剩的一点尊严,我知道这些人的卑劣做派就是警察暴力的衍生品,越起劲、越热衷的往往是那些被警察侮辱和损害最严重的人。记得鲁迅先生曾有这样的说法:“弱者受辱拔刀向更弱者,强者受辱拔刀向更强者。”阿Q被赵四太爷打了以后,就到小尼姑那里出气。稍没廉耻心的人便吮痔舐痈,胁肩谄笑。格言说:“谁进到了狼群里,就要学狼叫,否则就会被狼吃掉。”也许,有时候是在不知不觉之间接受那么一种被动人格,倘若如此,当局就达到了“改造”的目的。我小心翼翼地防范着。

4、败象毕露

看守在我关进去以前已经关照笼头,不要给我“做规矩”,也不要让我看到给别人“做规矩”的场景。监室里先后进来几个“职务犯”——捕前担任一定职务并利用职务贪贿而被查处者——一个姓周,某局局长,处级干部,曾聆听过鲍彤老师的演讲;一个姓朱,资深中医,某“民主党派”主委。年龄、教养和文化程度的相近使我们自然互相成为聊天对象。

他们的谈锋甚健,对于现实也有自己独立的见解,当然以前在官场,他们是披着一层保护色,也会随着大伙喊:“啊,皇帝的新装多么地漂亮啊!”所谓“人之将死,其言也善:鸟之将亡,其鸣也哀。”河北贪枭李真刑前袒露心声,正是他看到苏、东、波的骤变,料想共产制度将不久人世,看到当年的廉吏在政体更迭后的悲凉处境,才产生及时捞上一把的念头。就象瞿秋白《多余的话》一样,我相信李真说的是实话。现实的危象、败象已经是世人皆知了,透过前腐后继表象的是明白人越来越多。连“最低纲领”和“最高纲领”都如雾里看花,变得面目全非了,还有多少人怀着坚贞的信仰呢?在平时调子唱得高高的人,往往怀有不可告人的目的,因为老百姓都知道“十官十个贪,不贪事难办,不怕贪得多,只要站对线”。

同时,我也知道了,当局在镇压、迫害中国民主党的同时,害怕唤醒八个“民主党派”的政党政治意识,害怕他们不愿再屈辱地成为附庸,还专门发文件给他们洗脑,并责令他们提高警惕,严防中国民主党人参加到他们的组织中去,打破垄断局面,与当局分庭抗礼。 

5、做规矩

长时间的关押,单调枯燥的日子,以及对于未来命运的不确定,使人的心理压力重到无法承受的程度。更何况那些生性凶残的恶徒,平时就嗜血成瘾,以伤害别人为乐。他们以充任管理员“耳目”为代价,换来管理员有意无意的纵容。我曾多次听说有因为恃强欺弱檫枪走火致死人命的事情发生。受害者往往是外省籍因偷盗而被抓的年轻人。

好不容易熬过了一段时间,有人忍不住又做起“规矩”来。时值隆冬,来了新犯首先要“搞卫生”——脱光衣服,向身上泼冷水。根据年龄大小,一岁泼一勺,直冻得人三魂荡荡,六魄悠悠。然后是“开飞机”让新犯面向墙壁弯下身去,弯到后颈贴住墙壁,两臂张开,一个恶棍在他身后揪住他耳朵向左向右扯,嘴里还念念有词,大意是飞机到了哪里,到那里干什么等等问题,如回答得不令他满意,就拳打脚踢,打累了再换“节目”。第三个“节目”——“炒鸡蛋”那简直是十分残忍了,恶棍扯起新犯的睾丸,绷紧后用另一只手的中指狠狠弹去,新犯刹那间脸色发白,冷汗直冒,疼得勾起身子倒下去。这些是常见的保留节目,另外还有即兴发挥,如自打耳光,角斗娱乐等。最热衷,乐此不疲的是那个私盐贩子。我从本能憎恶这种行为,虽不能出面制止,但我的脸无法掩饰那份反感,朱医生也与我深有同感。这显然引起私盐贩的不悦,没多久私盐贩借故与朱医生吵了一架,我劝慰朱医生时表明了对私盐贩的不屑,就此与私盐贩子结下了梁子。

朱医生是异地羁押来杭州看守所的,因为在医院基建工程施工中接受了包工头5万元贿赂,包工头试图偷工减料,书生气十足的他不敢苟且,执意督促包工头注意工程质量,被包工头告发。一段时间关下来,他渐渐心里有了底:“共产党的官拿几十万、几百万、几千万的都那么多,都没有查处,我没有徇私枉法,是因为不敢危及工程质量被包工头反诬的,有关部门是不是因为我的民主党派身份好欺负所以抓住我不放?”这一招还挺灵,没几天就放了他。

 

(五)判决

 1、最后陈述

9月23日,检察院送来了《起诉书》。整个就是共产党的蛮横腔调,五十年来一以贯之的做派。根据这种惯用程式,我们的刑期早就内定了,只不过再走一下假程序骗骗人罢了。面对长期徒刑,我知道时间是构成生命的材料,所谓“人生七十古来稀”,我失去的是自己生命的七分之一,在这征歌逐舞,醉生梦死的,极其追求感官物欲享乐的时代,我很傻。我被许多周围的人讥讽嘲笑,我值得为他们牺牲自己吗,正当我苦思冥想,百思不解,突然心里一亮,“岂有堂堂中国空无人”,我为之奋斗是为了创造五千年文明的列祖列宗,是为了生生不息的子孙后代。至少不能在若干年后被他们指着脊梁骨责备——“你们怎么能容忍这样的生活”。如今我至少可以坦然地说:“我曾经为她努力过,我曾经为她抗争过,我曾经为她牺牲过。”毕竟我所努力争取的是人类的进步事业而不是相反,我抗争的是时代的逆流而不是相反。曾经在读《论语》时有一段使我深有感触的话:“夫子怃然曰。鸟兽不可与同群。吾非斯人之徒与而谁与。天下有道。丘不与易也。”乌云聚积在我的头顶,我将被捆绑在高加索山上,经受凌辱和被鹰鹫啄食肝脏的痛苦,此刻我对那句普普通通的成语“心甘情愿”有了深刻的理解——我的内心是甜滋滋的。

因为写《辩护辞》需要,我向看守借来了纸笔,看守只给二张纸(害怕我写其他文字材料),我写了《在法庭的最后陈述》:——

各位尊敬的检察官、法官、女士们、先生们:

我是一个普通的中国公民,在具有“最真实民主的国家”发表自己的政治见解,探讨政治改革的道路,冀以促进是社会进步,遏止社会腐败,保持社会稳定,这种行为任何一个心智健全的人都不会认为是犯罪。

因为言论,因为一个公民行使了自己的基本政治权利就被扣上“颠覆国家政权”的罪名,这种做法恰恰显示了某些人对“国家政权”缺乏自信,显示了某些人肆意侮弄“国家政权”的权威。在现代政治迅速为人类所普遍接受的二十世纪末,“文革”式的冷战意识依然这么强烈,不能不说是当代中国的悲哀。

中国的历次宪法无论怎么修改,都明显地标有“结社自由”、“言论自由”条款,特别是1998年上半年中国政府明确表示将签署联合国《公民权利和政治权利国际公约》,并于1998年10月5日在联合国总部郑重签署,这表明了中国政府认同《公约》并遵守国际义务奉行《公约》。多党制作为现代政治的标志,已为越来越多的国家和地区所采用,全世界没有一个国家是被“多党制”所颠覆的。那些垮台的政权往往是因为当权者保守、僵化,逆历史潮流而动。是因为他们的滥用权力和腐败。王有才等人在这种政治气候下提出成立中国民主党浙江筹委会,并向浙江省民政厅公开提请注册,我认为是公民理应享有的政治权利。特别是当他们的注册被省民政厅有关工作人员告知以“研究研究”达数天后,我个人以为我国的民主政治已经大大地进了一步,于是在6月30日散发了《中国民主党成立宣言》,7月10日因为这原因被“监视居住”。令人不可思议的是,在8月底公安政保部门几次三番找我“解除监视居住”,并将已经逮捕的王有才释放回家。在我被解除监视居住时,承诺了不再向社会上从事街头政治,这项承诺保持至今。12月17日王有才被判刑,公安部门多次对我讲,王有才是因为接受海外捐款而判刑。更令人费解的是《在野党》自第一期出刊后,就寄发、递送给各级政府和公安部门,却从未有人出面阻止过。基于这种默许,我也在第八、第九两期各投稿一篇。时至今日,在出刊多达九期之后,某些人却摘用其中的只字片言,断章取义、对号入座罗织成罪。这种做法实在有悖于“依法治国”的宣传,不由使人想起“反右”时的“引蛇出洞”策略。假若以上行为真的属于“颠覆国家政权”,某些人能如此麻木、听任,有法不依吗?如今的指控只能被认为是“欲加之罪,何患无辞”了,这种指控经受不了事实的推敲,经受不住历史的考证。如此天大的罪名具有如此的随意性,这不能不认为是对法律的嘲弄。更何况我们仅仅为了探索民主政治的道路,根本没有“颠覆国家政权”的本意。中国政府在国际事务中反对强权政治,难道这不是双重标准吗?作为探讨,作为筹备,我们的行为没有造成任何直接或间接的后果,何来颠覆之罪呢?

大家记忆犹新,在以往几十年的左倾思潮影响下,有关部门“制造”了大量的政治犯、良心犯,大量的冤、错、假案为世人所诟,这些随着历史的发展而不断平反、改正,对我国的国际形象和社会发展带来严重的负面影响,这种做法还要继续吗?

人类社会即将进入二十一世纪,环顾世界发展趋势,生活在信息社会的各位也一定会有自己的认识。中国社会在二十年的经济改革中取得了长足的进步,中共十五大根据形势发展提出了政治改革的方针。无庸讳言,当前中国社会腐败现象严重,权力机制缺乏制衡和约束,某些人的法制观念淡薄,滥用权力又激化着社会矛盾,我和我的朋友正是基于这种思虑,探讨着政治改革的新路。和平、理性、公开是我们的基本宗旨,我本人也多次重申:提倡“对话”,反对“对抗”;提倡“推动”、“推进”社会改革,反对“推翻”。提倡理论探讨,反对街头政治。我一直是这样奉行的。在物欲横流的今天,我追求一种理想,这种理想已在许多国家和地区成为现实,那里的人民生存质量大大提高,为什么中国人民就不能享受民主政治这个人类共同的财富呢?

你们可以根据某些人的需要,草率地指控、判决我有罪。这也许是我个人遭遇的不幸,但是我更认为这是我们社会的不幸,它表明了我国在人权问题上的严重倒退,意味着几十年的“失误”和“人治”在继续重演。我为我多难的祖国感到悲哀,为我对他的牺牲和奉献感到欢欣,她的进步是需要赤子之血浇沃的。为了我的理想,我将付出我的自由和尊严,甚至付出我的生命。这正应了鲁迅先生的那句话:“中国多暗箭,挺身而出的勇士容易丧命。”但是我相信,我们在书写历史,为此,我无怨无悔!

在这里我可以自信地预言:

根据人类进步法则根据国际主流社会准则根据历史发展的必然趋势根据人民的自由选择民主政治一定会在不久后到来,在那样的时刻,独立、公正、理性的人民法庭必定会告知我:——宣告无罪!谢谢各位!

朱虞夫

1999年10月25日

2、《起诉书》

日期是在开庭那天填的。市检察院的张哲峰送来《告知书》后没几天,看守所又将我提出去,就在那阴阳交界线附近的传达室门口,长着一张病恹恹瘦长脸的穿便衣的中年人将《起诉书》交给了我,印象最难忘的是他带着非常不屑的口吻说:“你可以将书面《辩护辞》写好交给我们,你们这种人,一上法庭就长篇大论没完没了。”后来从判决书上知道这人名叫傅樟绚,这次判决将使他成为一个历史人物。不久,那些当时在这个肮脏的政治判决中为既得利益集团“立功”的人,都受到了主子的赏赐:张哲峰升为淳安县检察院院长,傅樟绚升为余杭县法院院长。(回家后我到处找那份《起诉书》,遍寻不得,却赫然翻出了一份《扣押清单》上面列着 “ 境外资助款贰千叁佰元整、杭州市人民检察院起诉书壹份 ”。共产党难道真的不要脸到了丧心病狂的地步吗,我坐牢以后的资助款显然不是 “ 活动经费 ” 而是朋友给我家属的生活补助,连自己的《起诉书》都见不得人,作为违禁品处理的政府,在这地球上不会有第二个了 。他们也知道这《起诉书》的内容是如此地肮脏吧。

没有半点家人的消息,按理,我们的案件没有什么秘密,一切都是公开的:公开的言论,公开的文章,公开的申请注册。但是有关方面却特别紧张,如临大敌,我写给妻子索要日常生活用品的信(按看守所统一格式填写)一封也没有寄出。在极度匮乏的日子里,10月中旬,寒露过后的三、四天,收到了家里送来的衣物。我从送物单上看到妻子大哥的签名。从签名看来,妻子的家人能理解我的选择。看守所,这是令人何等屈辱,何等尴尬的地方,身为地质工程师的他几曾来到过这种地方。想象得到那些颐指气使,神气活现的狱吏,在“犯属”面前的傲慢。

妻子有四个哥哥,自小对这唯一的小妹宠爱有加。自然家庭中平时也充满宽容和温情,当年妻子决定与我携手人生,虽然岳母了解到我曾参加民主墙“反革命”活动,甚为女儿前程担忧,希望几个哥哥出面阻止,但他们对妹妹的选择表示了理解和尊重。如今,担忧成为现实。在中国目前的政治生态中,历史上一系列政治受难者的悲惨遭遇历历在目,多少个家庭悲剧断肠泣血。一个弱女子单独抚养12岁的女儿,更将在漫长的岁月里承受政治的、经济的、环境的压力,她承受得了吗?我忧心如焚。(事后知道,妻子所在医院的药剂科整个科室因为我的判刑而被扣除了全年奖金,妻子的压力可想而知)我对自己的人生选择以及遭遇的苦难无怨无悔,但是妻子没有理由为我受累。环顾周围,在争取人类进步的充满血与火的荆棘路上有的是独行者。记得1989年我因“参与动乱”被收容审查近一个月,刚满一岁的女儿竟认不出回家的我,妻子面对严酷的现实,也曾忧虑地对我说过:“你既然要走这条路,是不该有家庭和孩子的啊!”如今,妻舅送来了衣物,也带给了我一个强烈的信息:妻子决心与我共同面对苦难。

3、《 满江红》

走廊灯将格栅的影子投射进昏暗的监房,横斜的黑影象一只只黑手紧紧地攥攫着大家的心,显得几分诡谲,几分可怖。在这深秋的夜晚,淅淅沥沥的山雨敲打着每一个人的耳膜,正是上心事的时刻啊。早过了熄灯时间,我知道,此刻无人入睡。有的人面临着招与不招的难题,有的人权衡着判多判少的结局,而我的思绪跨越时空任意驰骋:这样的氛围文天祥经历过,张苍水遭遇过,更有戊戌先贤身受过。这里正是孕育天地正气的所在啊。岳飞、秋瑾、徐锡麟,西湖这方热土难道会永久被戾厉之气所笼罩吗,“我善养吾浩然之气”,西湖山水正气长存。渐渐我默诵起文天祥的《正气歌》打下《狱中感怀(满江红)》腹稿:

 杂然流形, 凭谁赋、 浩歌正气。 五千年, 衮衮圣贤, 一脉相袭: 文山头颅苍水血, 戊戌肝胆昆仑裂。 赴大义、 岂肯惜残年, 惴惴栗。

 青史在, 当思齐。 德不孤, 躯何惜。 最难堪、 愧对娇妻弱子。 为国弃家非我愿, 萧萧挥手十年期。 待归时、 看拂面暖风, 新政立。                                   

4、律师

10月23日,我再一次被带出监房,在审讯室坐定才知道面前的是妻子为我请的律师。当时的法律不允许律师为我们作无罪辩护。记得1998年王有才被捕,我曾为他延请律师,根据王有才的意见,律师必须为他作无罪辩护,那位律师是我旧雨,青年意气,叱咤冲阵。二十年过去,他只能向我数说苦衷:“我们的律师证是司法部门发的,吊销了我的不去说他,我那事务所的许多人都会没饭吃。”当时还有几位外地律师也赶来杭州想为王有才辩护,一听说要求做无罪辩护,当即打了退堂鼓,要了几千元路费回家。

我表示,不能作无罪辩护就算了,律师马上说:这是你爱人的一片心愿。这句话打中了我的软肋,我无法拒绝妻子的安排。事后我才知道律师在还没有得到我的同意时,已经在10月18日向我妻子收取了2800元律师费,以后又拖了五天,这一天来看守所取得我的委托,已经离开庭审理只有二天了。真不知道他们是怎么进行律师调查,还有什么时间准备辩护词。我们社会正义的维护者在哪里?我们民族的道德良心在哪里?只要是金钱,舍得向孤儿寡母下手,舍得乘人之危。(出狱后,毛庆祥太太胡晓玲告诉我,他们请的律师行为更加恶劣,相比较还是我妻子请的律师好得多了。)一个早就明白的事实,在我碰上时却使我迷糊了:不是共谋,怎能分得一羹食。

当然,我也可怜他们,这一群被强权所阉割的人。在带回监舍的路上,那个看守陈一刚嘴角略带几分嘲讽地说,哪个律师能把你们辩成无罪,他一定能成为中国最有名的律师,我看你们这点钱还是省省了吧。(事后看来他的这种说法是有善意的,他在看守所工作多年,明白最高上层的决定,我们这种案子无非是走走假程序而已,不愿别人趁火打劫,不忍看我雪上加霜。)

回监后,同监关押涉嫌介绍卖淫嫖娼的郑山龙问了我律师的情况,惊讶地说,那人前几年一直跟他在南昌混,什么时候成了律师了。后来,在看守所,在监狱,只要提起律师,没有人不令切齿痛恨的。那些贫苦的贼盗,人被抓,家里无债,一请律师,债台高筑,直落得人财两空。海外朋友同情我的困境,赠我妻子二千元律师费,上城区公安分局政保科郑刚闻讯,立即向我妻子威逼搜刮而去,(有一个未经证实的说法是,掠夺来的钱经办人可以拿到回扣60-80%,所以郑刚在办案时,对搜寻钞票最卖力,当初将我丢在萧山遣送站不闻不问也就事出有因了。)其卑污如出一辙。 

5、徐光

10月24日晚上,看守来通知明天开庭,监房里的人都忙着为我张罗出庭准备穿的衣服。可是,已找不到家里带来的外衣。甚至当时带进来的书籍也统统没有了,这应该是劳动班的杰作,我前几天都看到那个戴眼镜的“劳动班”手上拿着我那本厚厚的《周作人散文集》。找来看守问询,看守也不追查,叫人去找了一件死刑犯的遗留外衣,算是我明天出庭穿的“正装”。笼头许华对我很关切,送我一瓶矿泉水,以备我答辩累了口渴时喝,其实,在法庭上话语权都被“公诉人”和“法官”垄断了,哪容我们置喙,这是后话了。

1999年10月25日,象历史上所有的“人民法庭”和宗教裁判所一样,一个以暴力夺权执政的政党对另一个力量悬殊的在野政党的镇压正式上演。看守所显然作为一次重要的政治任务来配合完成,早上七点多,看守就将我提出笼去。在那阴阳交界处快拐弯时,突然要我停下,然后,匆匆赶到前面去办了一件什么事,凭我的感觉,看守要把前面的什么人藏起来,不让我看见他,也不让他看见我。接着把我带到传达室边的空房子里,要我面墙蹲下,虽然我的腰病在笼板上爬来爬去有所减轻,但是还不可能弯曲蹲下,更不可能为我堂堂正正争取基本人权而受到迫害,再屈服于犯罪集团的淫威。我叫那人取一只凳子来,那人命令我不准看来看去,就找了一只椅子回来让我坐下。我眼不能“观六路”,耳却听着“八方”。渐渐地,断断续续的信息使我感觉到,被看守藏着掖着的可能是徐光,不久后果然证实。

被捕前,我见过徐光两次。第一次他带着年轻美丽的妻子,怀抱着婴儿来我家,他夫妻身上还带着浓浓的学生味。我深知在目前中国政治迫害之残忍,我们民主党决不同于“驱赤子于血刃之下”的共产党,我为他们的命运担忧。我想起殷夫、柔石、胡也频—,满怀自由、民主理想的热血青年,为卑劣的政治阴谋所牺牲。但愿这样的悲剧不会在这对可爱的小夫妻之间发生。我想到了自己的责任,应该在尽可能的情况下保护他们。第二次见面就在我被捕的前一天,已经是黑云压城城欲摧的时刻,徐光带来了他写的《抓不完的民主党人》一文。慷慨淋漓,义正辞严,我从他的文章中看到了他决死的信念,“不自由,毋宁死”,那是民族脊梁的傲骨,那是“岂有堂堂中国空无人”的气概。让我百思不得其解的是,徐光,一个并没有正式加入中国民主党的热血青年最终被判了五年重刑,而比他历史久,名气大,抛头露面活动频繁的人却安然无恙。可见当局也决不是弱智,他们明白谁是自己真正要防范的对手。我出狱后得悉,遭受严重政治迫害的徐光终于经历了婚变,同样的危机也曾出现在我身上,可见,当局要摧残的不仅是我们的肉体,更欲摧残我们的心灵。

6、母亲    

看守所的院子里调来了许多辆警车,经一阵忙乱,我、毛庆祥、徐光分乘三辆囚车(因为起诉书上我是第二被告,吴义龙关押在省看守所,我就排在了前面),由一辆“呜呜”叫着,狼奔豕突夺路而去的警车开道,向着城河下杭州市中级人民法院驶去。根据惯例,今天,我们的所有朋友都被关进公安局,直到审理结束。少年宫广场靠近中院的地方站着许多闻讯而来的市民,囚车拐弯减速时,我看到张建华(当时上城区公安分局政保科长)穿着便衣,夹着皮包,在雪松树下驱赶着围观人群,被赶开的人又聚在马路对面不肯散去。城河下路口离法院还有数百米的地方已经封锁了,一辆清洁车被堵在外面,清洁工人正在向警察请求着什么,我们的车队风驰电掣般经过。

突然,我看到了母亲,颤颤巍地站在法院门口张望着,妹妹小砚紧紧地搀扶着母亲,囚车猛地减速右拐,滚滚气浪夹着灰尘向母亲身上扑去,吹乱了母亲一头白发。一种莫名的情绪从深心奔腾而出,我禁不住大喊一声:“娘!”两旁的警察一下子紧张起来,往中间夹紧我,一面喊着:“不要叫!不要叫!”

囚车一直开向里院才停下,我下车环顾周围,已经看不到母亲,几个法警急匆匆将我向里面推去,里面似乎是一排附属建筑,靠外侧是用铁栅栏围起的羁押处。我们三个人分别羁押在里外间,以防我们见面。吴义龙从省看守所押来,在经过我面前时,我对他说:“吴义龙,光荣的时刻已来临。”这是《马赛曲》中的一句词,吴义龙显然听懂了,扬起头朝我粲然一笑。在铁笼外有腋下夹包的便衣得意地来回走动着,看我们的眼神,似乎象看着战利品,或者更象是看着一沓沓的奖金钞票,从那里我看到了委琐。

从我所站的角度向里面望去,走廊左侧,小审判厅对面的一只小房间里有人调试着监控设备,似乎有官员模样的人在坐镇。有一个年轻法警趁人不备,悄悄走到我身边,说他对中国民主党很想了解,我是不是可以告诉他有关网站。遗憾的是我已经被抓多时,无法给出答复。

现场明显有一种作秀的感觉,大批的法警一面聊着天,一面调整着皮带装束,嘴里在嘟囔着:今天特别一本正经,这样要求那样要求的,这种装束好久没上身了。

Practitioner — My Road to Democracy (II)

Author/Editor-in-Chief: Zhu YufuResponsible Editor: Hu LiliTranslation: Lyu Feng

(3) Transfer

1. In the SWAT Unit

On August 13, Zheng Gang finally arrived. The people from the detention center came in and told me to pack up and go. I didn’t know where I was being taken. My mind was dazed, my body utterly exhausted, and the sunlight in the courtyard made me so dizzy that I could hardly open my eyes. Stumbling, I followed the man to the police car in front of the building. Zheng Gang remained silent, a sheepish smile on his face, sizing me up from head to toe. We kept our silence. We got in the car and left.

The police car crossed the river and drove north toward Hangzhou. It stopped in a secluded alley. Since, upon leaving Xiaoshan, the people in the cell had taken away all my daily necessities, I knew life would be very inconvenient once locked up again. I pulled out the few dozen yuan I had in my pocket and asked Zheng Gang to buy me some things like toothpaste and a toothbrush. He refused, saying: “Go on up. They’ll buy them for you.” That was the last time I saw Zheng Gang.

Later, after I was imprisoned, he repeatedly harassed, threatened, and intimidated my wife at her workplace. He confiscated the financial assistance that overseas friends had sent to support my family, and spread malicious rumors to slander my wife. For this, Mao Qingxiang’s wife, Hu Xiaoling, confronted him and demanded evidence. He cowardly denied it. As a political secret agent, Zheng played an irreplaceable role in the suppression of the Democratic Party and Falun Gong, and from this he gained official favor, rising quickly in power and status. But that is another story.

This was the headquarters of the Public Security SWAT Unit in Xiacheng District, Hangzhou. The fourth floor was enclosed with iron bars, used as a place to hold economic fraud suspects under “residential surveillance.” Two rooms on the east side were further separated by railings: one served as the police duty office, the other as the “confinement room”—the cell where I was detained.

Inside was already a man named Xu Baijia, a cadre from the Hexi Village Committee in Chaohui Street. He was also tasked with keeping an eye on me, but he turned out to be quite decent and trustworthy. Out of habit, I searched the walls for traces of “culture” and found the words carved by Zhu Zhengming: “Tyranny must fail, democracy must prevail.” When I asked Xu about the previous detainee, he simply told me that Zhu had been released on bail by his work unit, and then, looking very nervous, warned me sternly not to let the police know he had said such a thing.

践行者——我的民主之路(二)

Zhu Zhengming (left) and Zhu Yufu (right) in a photo together

It was pure coincidence that the two places where I was detained were both places where Zhu Zhengming had once been held. From the handwriting he left behind, I saw his resolve and courage. I prayed for him from the bottom of my heart—may he be free. Zhu was a child prodigy, with a powerful capacity for independent thought. He had a firm and nuanced grasp of democratic theory, practiced tolerance in deed, and treated others with great decency. In 1998, when the first meeting in Hangzhou discussed forming the China Democracy Party (CDP) on the mainland, responses came from all over, and the movement looked poised to spread like wildfire—an outcome owed in no small part to Zhu’s unassuming, detached mindset. At the time, Zhu named the new party “China Democracy Party” and added ‘Zhejiang Preparatory Committee’ after it, intending that ‘Zhejiang builds the stage so everyone can perform,’ thus rejecting the all-too-common habit of staking out one’s own turf as a petty warlord. But Zhu was not someone who “played politics.” I remember that when Wang Youcai, Wang Donghai, Lin Hui, and others went to the Zhejiang Department of Civil Affairs to apply to register the CDP, the relevant authorities stalled, saying they needed to “study it.” I resolved to light a fire under things: I took the Declaration on the Founding of the China Democracy Party to the street to distribute—and was arrested and taken to the Public Security Bureau. Zhu felt immense pain and guilt about this, blaming himself. In temperament, he and I are quite similar. For the likes of us, hesitant and soft-hearted as we are, to test the waters of politics—how could we not risk being drowned? And yet, if we were to turn a blind eye to such an imperfect reality, we could not bear the pressure of conscience. I worried about Zhu. Though long past the usual age for marriage, he was still living alone; his beautiful and virtuous girlfriend might, because of Zhu’s misfortune and imprisonment, never find a reliable partner for life. Thinking of this, I faced my own coming hardships with greater calm.

2. A Wish GrantedOn August 30, several people from the preliminary investigation section came to interrogate me. One of them, named Chen Weixing, asked: “Do you know Xu Guang?” I said I did not. He gave a sly smile, as if he thought I was lying. (Only later did I realize he meant Xu Guang; he had mixed some standard Mandarin into his Hangzhou dialect, which confused me—the Hangzhou pronunciation of “Xu” sounds like qu.) Then Chen said: “Regarding your case, some people say you’ve faded out of the democracy movement. But during Spring Festival, when I was on duty at the train station, we found your China Democracy Party business card on a migrant worker. I asked where he got it, and he said you personally gave it to him at Hubin. I asked what you looked like, and his description matched. So I believe you have not faded out.” Seeing his self-satisfied expression, I laughed to myself: who did he think he was, that he could so easily saddle the Chinese government with a heavy human-rights burden? In fact, I never handed out cards at Hubin. It was Wang Rongqing who handed out my cards—he said he’d run out of his own and would use mine. But faced with the arrogant Chen, I chose not to explain, lest I fuel his swagger. I wondered whether, in a future democratic society, someone like Chen would still be so cocksure in owning the consequences of his deeds today. Seeing my look of disdain, another man surnamed Xu clenched his teeth (perhaps that was just his face) and said coldly: “Zhu Yufu, this time we’ll grant your wish and send you to prison.” I smiled slightly and said, “Thank you—I’m willing.” Chen said glumly, “All right then—turn off the air-conditioning. Don’t waste the Communist Party’s money. We’re done here.” I immediately replied: “What money of the Communist Party? That’s taxpayers’ money.” My words seemed to provoke Chen. He shot back: “Taxpayers? How much tax have you paid?” The arrogant are often the ignorant; how can the concept of a taxpayer be distinguished by how much tax one pays? Sheltered behind public power, their hearts are in fact quite weak.

The condensate from the air conditioner in the police duty room next door collected in our cell. Every day Xu and I carried it to the toilet to dump it. On the night of September 12, while carrying the water, I felt a sudden twinge in my lower back. It seemed minor at the time, but the next morning, the 13th, I couldn’t get out of bed; even the slightest movement sent me into a cold sweat from the pain. Xu notified the duty officer next door, to no avail. I could only hunch over, hands on my knees, and shuffle to the toilet. Xu asked someone to replace my bed board because the old one had sunk into a soft dip—certainly harmful to my spine and lumbar vertebrae.

On September 15, the political-security police handling the case arrived. A young officer (Jiang Xiaomin) said, “We’re taking you to see a doctor today. Bring all your things.” He then hoisted up my torso and, with difficulty, moved me toward the door. I weighed 180 jin at the time—no small task for him. The stabbing back pain left my clothes soaked with sweat by the time we got downstairs. They stuffed me into the car. After we’d driven a while in one direction, the young officer said, “We have to take care of something first—won’t take long—then we’ll go to the hospital, okay?” I said, “Fine.” (In 2007, this same Jiang Xiaomin still remembered my weight—but why did he keep lying back then? It showed his crooked intent. Because of his “great service” in suppressing the China Democracy Party, his masters promoted him to section chief, so later he needed only to order subordinates around.) The car immediately turned and drove northwest. After a silence, the man in sunglasses in the front seat said to me: “You’ve harmed your children. Look at so-and-so—smarter than you. He quit the democracy movement, and now his son can work at the provincial procuratorate. Isn’t that much better?!” I smiled faintly. After a while, the car arrived at the Hangzhou Municipal Detention Center. They carried me into an interrogation room and left. Chen Weixing came again to take custody. Seeing me carried in, Chen jeered: “Anyone who didn’t know better would think you’d been beaten.” He then produced an arrest warrant for me to sign. The date on it was September 13—counting the time, exactly the day my back gave out. Was this some ill omen? Of course, I did not see it as a disaster. For me, it was getting what I had sought. It was as if I’d received a certificate of qualification in the democracy movement, and I signed my name with a kind of joy. Those few men, unable to see my pale face, trembling hands, and labored breathing, were perhaps a little disappointed.

(4) Hangzhou Detention Center1. How to Write “Prison”After taking down a statement, Chen told a labor prisoner (inmates serving short sentences of up to a year) to carry me to the cell. The car that had brought me was gone, and the items on it had vanished as well; the promised “medical visit” had turned into an empty pledge. In the dark, damp Room 3 of Block 5, everyone was assembling strings of Christmas lights. A container bound for Brooklyn, New York, was waiting to be loaded (the cardboard boxes in the corridor bore English words indicating Brooklyn, New York). To meet the deadline, daily quotas were jam-packed. After carrying me in, the labor prisoner left. The sleeping platform was piled with electrical wires and plastic bulbs, each person had their stacks piled high in front of them, and there was hardly a place to set one’s feet. The cell boss (笼头) said, “Just lie there on the floor.” Though it was concrete, it had been wiped very clean. After I lay there a while, the boss told someone to bring a few pieces of cardboard to put under me.

The boss, Xu Hua, had a long, fine beard. Because he kept silent at every interrogation and the authorities got nothing from him, he had already been held there for over two years. He seldom spoke, while a “broken-leg” sidekick near him was so lively that for a time I couldn’t tell who the boss was. In the days that followed, I found Xu to have a sense of humor. I remember one day, an elderly, gaunt policeman came to inspect sanitation. Standing outside the iron bars in the corridor, he called into our cell: “Have you cleaned up?” Everyone held their breath and said nothing. He repeated the question even louder. Thinking it rude not to answer, I said, “Yes, we’ve cleaned.” Unexpectedly, he exploded into curses, then stomped off in a huff. After he left, Boss Xu asked me, “You wear glasses—you look educated. Tell me: how do you write the character for ‘prison’ (狱)?” I told him how it’s written. He continued, “On this side there’s a ‘dog radical’ (犭), not a ‘person.’ On the other side there’s also ‘dog’ (犬). In the middle is ‘speech’ (言). How do beasts and dogs converse? We can’t understand what he says—but you can?” I couldn’t help but smile.

Rooms 1 and 2 of Block 5 were death-row cells. In Room 2, one condemned man’s hands and feet were shackled tightly to a wooden board, and he would suddenly erupt into curses. When the procuratorate came to interrogate, they would have cellmates carry him to the exercise yard opposite. I always felt something was off. One day, during yard time, the boss from Room 2 stood at our door chatting with Xu Hua about various death-row inmates they’d encountered. I said I felt that condemned man seemed mentally unsound. The boss gave me a dismissive look, blaming me for meddling. Not long after, the condemned man was moved—because he did in fact have a mental illness. I later thought: the Room 2 boss lived with him daily and should have noticed, but long confinement breeds indifference; they simply didn’t care whether others lived or died.

2. “Teach Him a Lesson!”One night, a deputy director of the detention center surnamed Ren was on duty. Drunk, he came to the bars to “educate” me: “Why do you oppose the Communist Party? The Party is the father; you are the son. If a son opposes the father, he gets a beating. Look, the Party has even given us a raise—we the people support it.” I said, “I am also one of the people. When I oppose what it does wrong, it’s so it can do better. Am I not part of the people?” He said, “You are not the people.” I said, “You can’t affirm ‘the people’ in the abstract and then deny it in the concrete. For many years you’ve usurped the term ‘people’ and emptied it of its true meaning.” He flew into a rage: “I’ll beat you up.” After a pause he added, “I won’t beat you now. I’ll wait at the gate and beat you when you leave the detention center.” Then he pointed around me and said to the others: “Tomorrow you lot teach him a lesson!” and left.

Boss Xu said, “What he means by ‘teach you a lesson’ is for us to beat you up. Why would we do that?” He showed no intention of lifting a finger, and his words also cut off opportunities for the blood-thirsty. A few who wanted to practice their moves to relieve boredom could only give up. Those who knew Ren said he used to be chief of the Binjiang Public Security Sub-Bureau and a professional boxer. For beating a detainee while drunk and causing serious consequences, he’d been demoted here. Had there been no prior incident like that, I would have been in trouble that day. Lou X— from the neighboring cell later served time with me in Zhejiang No. 6 Prison. He said they had all been holding their breath for me that day—this guy goes wild when he’s drunk.

Ren’s call eventually had consequences. A private salt trafficker surnamed Li from Xiaoshan (he had sold several tons of industrial salt—sodium nitrite—counterfeited as table salt. Sodium nitrite is mainly used in construction, dye production, and as a rust inhibitor. Ingestion of 0.3–0.5 g can cause acute poisoning, and 3 g can be fatal. Once poisoned, people suffer dizziness, nausea, vomiting, and difficulty breathing; severe cases can lead to coma or cardiorespiratory failure and death. The state strictly prohibits using industrial salt in food. But Li used his connections to get a light sentence—symbolically one year. Each time he was called out by guards, he came back with a few packs of cigarettes.) After Xu was transferred, Li was appointed boss of our cell. Within days he beat me so badly I looked like a “panda.” That was already December 14, after the Zhejiang High Court rejected a ruling on December 10. A guard with a stutter named Chen Yigang came to investigate. Li said he beat me because I “said reactionary things—said the Communist Party would collapse.” Chen stammered, “Re…vo…lutionaries aren’t afraid of losing their heads and shedding…blood, so what’s this little injury?” Then he turned and left, and nothing more was done. When I was framed and imprisoned again in 2007 and sent to Zhejiang No. 2 Prison, I ran into Xu Hua. Xu said that later on Chen Yigang was about to be promoted to deputy director of the detention center, but he took bribes from an economic criminal, tipped him off, and when it came to light, his career tanked. In fact, the signs of Chen’s corruption were already visible back then.

3. The Devious Human HeartLife in the detention center was better than before. Once a month we could go to the exercise yard, to bathe in the thin autumn sun within those stone walls. The hastily laid ground from years ago had badly weathered; plant roots had pushed it up and cracked it. In the wide gaps among broken grave markers and chunks of concrete, dried leaves of Eucommia had piled up. I thought of my youth—just over the ridge of Taoyuanling. I had worked and lived for eighteen years in the Hangzhou Botanical Garden. How many times had I forgone nature’s charms to bury myself in books at the library in every spare moment? How many nights had I lain awake in the howling mountain winds, thinking of China’s past glory, of a century of disaster, and of tomorrow’s way out? On the top of Leidian Mountain, in a little hut amid snow and wind in 1978–79, I hand-copied big-character posters, one after another, calling for freedom, democracy, and human rights—giving voice to long-repressed human longing. And now, “Shall a life such as this be counted desolate?” “Once I planted willows in fair Jiangnan; now I watch them wither by a bleak river.” Our bodies are perishable; the cause of human progress is not. Devoting myself to the democracy movement is the sublimation of my life. If one hopes to reap, one must first sow. I am convinced that “stability” maintained by violence, fear, and deceit cannot be true stability: “This tree sways and droops; the life in it is all but spent.”

In the dark, damp cell, a gloomy atmosphere hung thick—even the air felt treacherous. Once a person is reduced to a “criminal,” especially in danger, an extreme instinct for survival draws out the negative side of human nature usually kept under wraps: mutual suspicion; scheming to stand out and feel superior; boasting and lying as if whistling in the dark to bolster courage; bullying others to compensate for the humiliation done by power; striking at others to regain psychological balance. Each time a newcomer arrived, they would give him a harsh “initiation,” staging pranks to destroy what little dignity he had left. I knew this base behavior was a by-product of police violence—the more zealous usually those most abused and humiliated by the police. I recall Mr. Lu Xun’s observation: “When the weak are humiliated, they draw the knife against someone weaker; when the strong are humiliated, they draw the knife against someone stronger.” After Ah Q was beaten by Master Zhao, he went to vent on the little nun. Those with little shame to begin with would flatter and fawn. As the proverb goes, “Whoever enters a pack of wolves must learn to howl, or he will be eaten.” Sometimes, perhaps, one unconsciously absorbs a passive, deformed personality—and if so, the authorities have achieved their goal of “reform.” I was careful and on guard.

4. Decay Laid BareBefore I was brought in, the guards had already told the boss not to subject me to an “initiation” (做规矩), and also not to let me see others being put through it. Several “official crimes” (职务犯)—people who had held positions and used them to take bribes—were brought to our cell: one surnamed Zhou, a bureau chief at the division rank, who had once listened to a lecture by Bao Tong; another surnamed Zhu, a veteran traditional Chinese medicine doctor and a chair of a so-called “democratic party.” Similar age, education, and background made us natural conversation partners.

They spoke deftly and had independent views on current realities. Of course, as officials they had worn protective coloration and shouted with the chorus: “Ah, how splendid the Emperor’s new clothes!” As the saying goes, “At the point of death, words are kind; as a bird nears its end, its call is sad.” Before his execution, the Hebei graft-lord Li Zhen bared his heart. Seeing the sudden changes in the Soviet Union, Eastern Europe, and Poland, he reckoned the Communist system wouldn’t last, and witnessing the bleak fate of “honest officials” after regime change, he thought to grab what he could while he could. Like Qu Qiubai’s Superfluous Words, I believe Li Zhen told the truth. Signs of crisis and decay were plain to all; the procession of the corrupt only revealed that more and more people understood. Even the “minimum program” and “maximum program” had become hazy and unrecognizable. How many still held true faith? Those who sang the highest notes in normal times often had unspeakable aims, for ordinary people say: “Ten officials, ten are corrupt; without corruption nothing gets done. We don’t fear how much you take, as long as you stand on our side.”

I also learned that while cracking down on and persecuting the CDP, the authorities feared awakening the political consciousness of the eight “democratic parties,” feared they might refuse to remain vassals. They even issued special documents to brainwash them, ordering them to be on guard and strictly prevent CDP members from joining their organizations, lest the monopoly be broken and the authorities face a rival at court.

5. “Initiation”Long detention, monotonous days, and uncertainty about one’s fate piled up unbearable psychological pressure. Some naturally cruel thugs were blood-addicted, taking pleasure in harming others. In exchange for serving as the guards’ “eyes and ears,” they enjoyed tacit indulgence. I heard more than once of incidents where bullying the weak escalated and someone was killed. The victims were often young migrant thieves from other provinces.

After a spell of uneasy peace, someone couldn’t resist and resumed “initiation.” In deep winter, when a newcomer arrived, the first task was “hygiene”—strip naked and have cold water poured over you. According to your age, you got one ladle per year, chilling you to the bone. Next came “flying an airplane”: the newcomer faced the wall and bent over until the back of his neck touched it, arms spread. A thug behind him would yank his ears left and right while chanting questions like where the plane had arrived and what it was doing there; if the answers displeased him, he would rain down kicks and punches. When tired, they switched to the next “program.” The third—“frying eggs”—was downright vicious: the thug grabbed the newcomer’s testicles, stretched them tight, and snapped them hard with the middle finger of his other hand. The newcomer would turn white in an instant, break out in a cold sweat, double over in pain, and collapse. These were the standard routines; there were also improvisations like slapping oneself and gladiator “entertainment.” The private salt trafficker was the most zealous and tireless. Instinctively I loathed such behavior; though I could not step in to stop it, my face could not hide my disgust. Dr. Zhu felt the same. This plainly irked the salt trafficker. Before long, he picked a quarrel with Dr. Zhu. When I comforted the doctor, I showed my contempt for the trafficker and thus made an enemy of him.

Dr. Zhu had been detained in another locality and transferred to the Hangzhou Detention Center. In a hospital construction project, he accepted a 50,000-yuan bribe from a contractor. The contractor tried to cut corners; bookish and conscientious, Dr. Zhu refused to acquiesce and insisted on quality, whereupon the contractor informed on him. After some time in custody, he gradually found his footing and said: “So many Party officials taking hundreds of thousands, millions, tens of millions—most are never investigated. I didn’t pervert the law; I refused to endanger project quality and was framed by a contractor. Are the authorities targeting me because, as a member of a ‘democratic party,’ I’m an easy mark, so they won’t let me go?” The gambit worked; within days he was released.

(5) The Verdict1. Final StatementOn September 23, the procuratorate delivered the Indictment. It was the same bullying tone the Communist Party had maintained for fifty years. By this standard template, our sentences had long been pre-set; what remained was to go through sham procedures to fool people. Facing a long term, I knew time is the fabric of life. “Of three score and ten years, few live to see them,” as the saying goes: I would lose a seventh of my life. In an age of revelry, hedonism, and sensual indulgence, I seemed a fool. Many around me mocked and sneered. Was it worth sacrificing myself for them? As I wrestled with the question, a light went on in my heart: “Could it be that grand China has no men?” What I fought for was the five-thousand-year civilization of our ancestors and the unending generations of our descendants. At the very least, I did not want to be condemned by them years hence: “How could you tolerate such a life?” Now I can at least say calmly: “I strove for her; I fought for her; I sacrificed for her.” After all, I labored for human progress, not its opposite; I resisted the counter-current of the age, not its flow. A passage in the Analects once moved me deeply: “The Master sighed: ‘Birds and beasts cannot be part of my company. If not with my fellow men, then with whom? Should the Way prevail in the world, I would not need to change it.’” Dark clouds gathered above me; I would be bound to the Caucasus and suffer the eagle’s beak in my liver. At this moment, I understood the commonplace phrase “willingly and gladly” in all its depth—my heart was sweet.

Because I needed to write a Defense Plea, I borrowed paper and pen from the guards. They gave me only two sheets (afraid I would write other materials). I wrote My Final Statement in Court:—

Esteemed procurators, judges, ladies, and gentlemen:I am an ordinary Chinese citizen. In a country that claims to have “the truest democracy,” I expressed my political views and explored paths of political reform, hoping thereby to promote social progress, curb corruption, and maintain social stability—no person of sound mind would consider this a crime.Because of speech—because a citizen exercised basic political rights—I have been charged with “subverting state power.” Such actions precisely reveal a lack of confidence in “state power” on the part of certain people and show their wanton mockery of its authority. At the end of the twentieth century, when modern politics is being widely accepted by humanity, it is a tragedy for contemporary China that a Cultural-Revolution-style Cold War mentality remains so strong.Every version of China’s Constitution, no matter the amendments, explicitly contains the clauses “freedom of association” and “freedom of speech.” In particular, in the first half of 1998 the Chinese government clearly stated it would sign the U.N. International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights, and on October 5, 1998, formally signed it at U.N. headquarters. This signifies China’s recognition of and commitment to the Covenant and its international obligations. Multiparty politics, the hallmark of modern governance, has been adopted by more and more countries and regions. No state has ever been “overthrown by multiparty democracy.” Regimes fall because rulers grow conservative and ossified, moving against the tide of history, and because of their abuse of power and corruption. In such a political climate, when Wang Youcai and others proposed forming the CDP Zhejiang Preparatory Committee and openly filed for registration with the Zhejiang Department of Civil Affairs, I believed they were exercising the political rights citizens ought to enjoy.When, after days of being told the application required “study,” I personally felt our democratic politics had taken a great step forward. On June 30, I therefore distributed the CDP founding declaration; on July 10, I was placed under “residential surveillance” for this. In late August, the political-security police repeatedly sought to “lift” the surveillance and even released Wang Youcai, who had been arrested. When my surveillance was lifted, I promised not to engage again in street politics; I have kept that promise to this day. On December 17, Wang was sentenced; the police repeatedly told me it was for accepting overseas funds.Still more puzzling: from the first issue of At the Opposition onward, copies were mailed or delivered to government and public-security organs at all levels, and no one intervened. Based on this tacit tolerance, I contributed one article each to issues 8 and 9. Yet today, after nine issues, certain people have plucked out a few words, wrenched them out of context, and matched them to charges. This runs counter to the vaunted “rule of law” and calls to mind the Anti-Rightist “lure the snake from its hole” tactic. If the above truly amounted to “subversion of state power,” how could the authorities have been so numb, failing to enforce the law? Today’s accusations are nothing more than “if we wish to condemn, any pretext will do”—they cannot withstand facts or the verdict of history. Such a grave charge wielded so arbitrarily can only be seen as a mockery of law. Moreover, our aim was only to explore a path to democratic politics; we had no intent to “subvert.” China opposes power politics internationally—why the double standard at home? As explorations and preparations, our actions had no direct or indirect consequences—whence the crime of subversion?In living memory, under decades of leftist influence, the authorities “manufactured” large numbers of political and conscience prisoners. Countless unjust, false, and wrong cases have been condemned by the world and later redressed as history has moved on—badly damaging China’s international image and social development. Is this to continue?Humanity is about to enter the twenty-first century. Surveying global trends, those living in the information age must have their own understanding. China has made great strides in twenty years of economic reform. The 15th Party Congress proposed political reform in keeping with the times. It is undeniable that today corruption is severe, power lacks checks and balances, legal consciousness is weak among some, and abuses of power exacerbate social conflict. It is precisely out of such concerns that my friends and I are exploring new paths of political reform. Peace, reason, and openness are our basic principles. I have repeatedly stressed: we advocate dialogue, not confrontation; we advocate pushing forward social reform, not overthrowing; we advocate theoretical inquiry, not street politics. This is how I have always conducted myself. In today’s materialistic age, I pursue an ideal—an ideal already realized in many countries and regions, where people’s quality of life has greatly improved. Why should the Chinese people not enjoy democracy, this common treasure of humankind?You can, to suit certain people’s needs, hastily indict and convict me. This may be my personal misfortune, but I believe it is our society’s misfortune; it signals a serious regression in human rights and the repetition of decades of “errors” and “rule by man.” I grieve for my long-suffering motherland, and I rejoice for my sacrifices for her. Her progress requires the blood of her children. For my ideals, I will give my freedom and dignity, even my life. As Lu Xun said: “China is full of hidden arrows; those who step forward easily lose their lives.” Yet I believe we are writing history—for this, I have no regrets!Here I make a confident prediction:In accord with the law of human progress;In line with the norms of the international mainstream;In keeping with the inevitable course of history;In obedience to the free choice of the people—Democratic politics will arrive before long. At that moment, an independent, impartial, and rational people’s court will tell me: —Acquitted!Thank you all.Zhu YufuOctober 25, 1999

2. The IndictmentThe date was filled in on the day of trial. A few days after Zhang Zhefeng of the municipal procuratorate delivered the Notice of Rights, the detention center took me out again. At the doorway of the guardroom—right on the boundary between yin and yang—a middle-aged plainclothesman with a sickly, gaunt face handed me the Indictment. What I remember most was his scornful tone: “You can write your written Defense Plea and give it to us. People like you, once in court, go on and on with endless speeches.” Later I learned from the judgment that his name was Fu Zhangxuan. This verdict would make him a historical figure. Before long, those who had “rendered meritorious service” for the vested-interest group in this filthy political judgment were all rewarded by their masters: Zhang became chief procurator of Chun’an County; Fu became president of the Yuhang County Court. (After I returned home I searched everywhere for that Indictment but could not find it. Instead I turned up a Seizure List that itemized “Overseas assistance funds of 2,300 yuan; one copy of the Hangzhou People’s Procuratorate Indictment.” Has the Party truly lost all shame? The support funds I received after imprisonment were clearly not “operating expenses” but living assistance from friends to my family. To treat even my own Indictment as contraband—there can be no second government like this on earth. They knew how filthy its contents were.)

There was not a word from my family. In principle, there was nothing secret about our case: our speech was public; our articles were public; our application for registration was public. Yet the authorities were especially tense, as if facing a mortal enemy. Not a single of my letters to my wife requesting daily necessities (filled out per the detention center’s standard form) was mailed. In days of extreme want, three or four days after the “Cold Dew” solar term in mid-October, I finally received clothing from home. On the delivery slip I saw my wife’s elder brother’s signature. From that signature, I could tell her family understood my choice. What a place of humiliation and awkwardness a detention center is! As a geological engineer, how often had he come to such a place? One can imagine the arrogance of the warders, so high-handed before “prisoners’ relatives.”

My wife has four elder brothers and was doted on as the only little sister. The household was naturally full of tolerance and warmth. When she decided to join her life with mine, though my mother-in-law knew I had taken part in “counterrevolutionary” Democracy Wall activities and worried for her daughter’s future, hoping her sons would stop her, they chose to understand and respect her choice. Now, their worst fears had come true. In China’s current political ecology, the tragic fates of past political victims are vivid; how many families sobbed their hearts out. Could a delicate woman raise a twelve-year-old daughter alone—and shoulder, over long years, political, economic, and social pressures? I was anxious beyond words. (I later learned that the entire pharmacy department at my wife’s hospital had its annual bonuses docked because of my sentence; her pressure can be imagined.) I have no regrets for my life choice or the hardships I suffered—but my wife had no obligation to suffer for me. Looking around, the road to human progress, paved with blood and fire, has many solitary walkers. In 1989, when I was “detained for investigation” for nearly a month for “participating in turmoil,” my one-year-old daughter did not recognize me when I returned home. Facing such harsh reality, my wife once said, worried: “If you choose this road, you shouldn’t have a family or a child!” Now, my brother-in-law brought clothing—and a strong message: my wife had resolved to face hardship with me.

3. “Man Jiang Hong”The corridor lights cast the latticework of bars into the dim cell, slanting shadows like black hands clutching everyone’s heart, lending a touch of eeriness and dread. In the late autumn night, the fine mountain rain drummed on every ear—it was the hour for heavy thoughts. Long past lights-out, I knew no one slept. Some wrestled with whether to confess; others weighed heavier versus lighter sentences. My thoughts roamed freely across time and space: Wen Tianxiang had known this atmosphere; Zhang Cangshui had suffered it; the Six Gentlemen of 1898 had lived it. This, precisely, is where the “righteous qi” of the world gestates. Yue Fei, Qiu Jin, Xu Xilin—would this land around West Lake forever be shrouded in baleful air? “I tend well my vast, vital breath”—amid West Lake’s hills and waters, righteousness endures. Gradually I silently recited Wen Tianxiang’s “Song of Righteousness” and drafted in my head Feelings in Prison (to the tune “Man Jiang Hong”):

Miscellanies take form—Who will set downThis song of righteous breath?

Five thousand years—The procession of sages—One unbroken thread.

Wenshan’s head, Cangshui’s blood;The 1898 martyrs—livers and guts sundered like Kunlun.

For the greater good,Who would cling to a few remaining years,Trembling?

The chronicle endures—Let us strive to match it.Virtue is not left lonely—Why spare the flesh?

Hardest to bear—My shame toward my gentle wife and tender child.For country I never wished to leave my home,Yet I wave farewell, counting ten long years.

When I return,Let the warm wind brush my face—New governance stands.

4. LawyerOn October 23, I was taken out again. Seated in the interrogation room, I realized the person before me was the lawyer my wife had hired. At the time, the law did not allow lawyers to plead “not guilty” for us. I remember when Wang Youcai was arrested in 1998, I sought a lawyer for him. At Wang’s insistence, the lawyer had to argue not guilty. That lawyer was an old acquaintance—youthful in spirit, bold in battle. Twenty years later, he could only tell me his difficulties: “Our licenses are issued by the justice department. If they revoke mine, never mind me—many in my firm will have no income.” Several lawyers from other places had come wanting to defend Wang. When they heard the demand for a not-guilty plea, they beat a retreat and asked several thousand yuan in travel expenses before going home.

I said if he couldn’t argue not guilty, forget it. The lawyer immediately replied: “This is your wife’s heartfelt wish.” The words struck my soft spot; I could not refuse her arrangement. Only later did I learn that before obtaining my consent, on October 18 he had already taken 2,800 yuan in fees from my wife, and only after five more days—now just two days before trial—did he come to the detention center to get my authorization. How were they supposed to investigate or prepare a defense? Where are the guardians of justice in our society? Where is our nation’s moral conscience? For money, they could prey on a lone mother and child, taking advantage of others’ peril. (After my release, Hu Xiaoling, Mao Qingxiang’s wife, told me their lawyer behaved even worse; by comparison, mine was “better.”) A truth I had long known somehow hazed over when it touched me: without collusion, how does one get a share of the spoils?

I also pitied them—a group castrated by power. On the way back to the cell, guard Chen Yigang, with a trace of irony at the corner of his mouth, said: “Any lawyer who can get you people acquitted would become the most famous lawyer in China. I think you’d better save your money.” (In hindsight, there was kindness in that. He had long worked there and knew the decisions from on high. Our cases were mere formalities; he didn’t want others to profit from our misfortune, nor to see me suffer insult on top of injury.)

After my return, a fellow detainee, Zheng Shanlong, held for organizing prostitution, asked about the lawyer and was surprised: that man had been “hanging around Nanchang” with him a few years earlier—when did he become a lawyer? Later, in both the detention center and the prison, mention of lawyers drew universal gnashing of teeth. Poor petty thieves, once arrested, had no debts at home; hire a lawyer and they were mired in debt, losing both freedom and money. Overseas friends, sympathetic to my plight, gave my wife 2,000 yuan for legal fees. Zheng Gang of the political-security section at the Shangcheng Sub-Bureau heard of it and immediately coerced it out of her (there was an unverified claim that of seized cash, the handler could pocket 60–80% in kickbacks, which explains why Zheng worked so hard to hunt for money—and why he abandoned me at the Xiaoshan repatriation station). The squalor was all of a piece.

5. Xu GuangOn the evening of October 24, the guards notified me that the trial would be the next day. My cellmates busied themselves finding clothes for me to wear in court. But we couldn’t find the outerwear from home; even the books I’d brought were gone. Likely the labor squad’s doing—I had seen a bespectacled “labor squad” member carrying my thick Essays of Zhou Zuoren days before. I asked the guards; they didn’t investigate, but found me a coat left behind by a death-row inmate—my “formalwear” for court. Boss Xu cared for me and gave me a bottle of mineral water in case I got thirsty while responding—but in court the right to speak is monopolized by the “prosecutor” and the “judge”; there would be little chance for my voice.

On October 25, 1999, as with all “people’s courts” and inquisitions in history, a ruling party that had seized power by violence put on a show of suppressing a vastly weaker opposition party. The detention center treated this as a major political task. In the early morning, a guard took me out. Near the bend at that border of yin and yang, they suddenly told me to stop, hurried ahead to do something, and, from my sense of it, hid someone in front so that I would not see him nor he me. Then they took me to an empty room by the guardroom and told me to squat facing the wall. Though my back had improved somewhat from crawling on the plank, I could not squat. Still less would I, having stood tall for basic human rights and suffered persecution, bow to a criminal clique. I told the man to fetch a stool. He ordered me not to look around, found a chair, and had me sit. My eyes could not “watch all six directions,” but my ears “listened in all eight.” Bit by bit, from stray bits of talk, I suspected the person they had hidden was Xu Guang—and soon it was confirmed.

Before my arrest, I had met Xu Guang twice. The first time, he brought his young, lovely wife and an infant to my home. The two of them still had the strong air of students. Knowing how cruel political persecution was in China, we in the CDP had no wish to “drive the young into the blades,” as the CCP had. I worried for their fate. I thought of Yin Fu, Rou Shi, Hu Yepin…young men brimming with ideals of freedom and democracy, sacrificed to vile political plots. May such tragedy not befall this dear young couple. I thought of my responsibility—to protect them as far as possible. The second meeting was the day before my arrest, at a moment when black clouds pressed down upon the city. Xu brought an article he had written, “You Can’t Arrest Them All.” It was impassioned and righteous; in it I saw his readiness to die—“Give me liberty or give me death!”—the proud spine of our nation, the spirit of “Shall grand China be without men?” What I could never understand is that Xu, a hot-blooded youth who had never formally joined the CDP, was sentenced to five years, while those with longer histories and bigger names, who showed up everywhere, remained unscathed. The authorities were no fools; they knew who their true adversaries were. After my release I learned that Xu, after severe political persecution, finally went through a divorce. A similar crisis had threatened my own family. Clearly, the authorities aimed not only to break our bodies, but also to crush our spirits.

6. MotherMany police vehicles were marshaled in the detention center courtyard. After a flurry of activity, Mao Qingxiang, Xu Guang, and I were loaded into three prison vans (since I was listed as the second defendant on the indictment and Wu Yilong was held at the provincial detention center, I was placed near the front). A police car with sirens blaring cleaved the way as we sped toward the Hangzhou Intermediate People’s Court along Chenghezia. By custom, all our friends were locked in police stations that day until proceedings ended. On the square by the Children’s Palace near the court, many citizens had gathered after hearing the news. As the vans turned and slowed, I saw Zhang Jianhua (then head of the political-security section of the Shangcheng Sub-Bureau) in plainclothes with a briefcase, driving people away under the cedars. Those driven off clustered on the other side of the street, unwilling to disperse. The road was blocked several hundred meters from the court; a street-cleaning truck was kept outside, its workers pleading with the police. Our convoy roared through.

Suddenly, I saw my mother—standing unsteadily at the court gate, peering about. My younger sister, Xiaoyan, held her firmly. The van braked hard and turned right; a blast of dusty air swirled over my mother, ruffling her white hair. A nameless emotion surged up from deep within me, and I couldn’t help shouting: “Mother!” The police on either side tensed up at once, squeezing me in and shouting, “Don’t shout! Don’t shout!”

The van drove into the inner courtyard before stopping. I got out and looked around—my mother was nowhere to be seen. Several bailiffs hurriedly pushed me inside. It seemed like a row of annexes; on the outer side was a caged holding area. The three of us were held in separate inner and outer rooms to prevent us from meeting. As Wu Yilong was brought in from the provincial detention center and passed by me, I said, “Wu Yilong—the glorious moment has arrived.” It’s a line from La Marseillaise. He clearly understood and flashed me a bright smile. Outside the iron cage, plainclothesmen with briefcases paced proudly. The way they looked at us was as at trophies—or rather as stacks of bonus cash. In their gaze I saw pettiness.

From where I stood, I could see into a small room opposite a small courtroom, where someone was adjusting monitoring equipment; a person who looked like an official seemed to be overseeing things. A young bailiff, seizing a moment when no one was looking, quietly came over and said he wanted to learn about the CDP—could I give him the website? Regrettably, I had been under arrest for some time and could not answer.

The scene had an obvious air of pageantry. A large number of bailiffs chatted while adjusting their belts and gear, muttering: today, we have to be especially prim—this required, that required—these getups haven’t been worn in ages.